KiRaidesu no Sekai

Destiny

2012-02-08T15:15:00.000+07:00

Do you believe in destiny?

One day, I was looking out for any potential illustrator to get work with. And I've found this awesome illustrator on the internet. Her illustrations are cute, sweet, gentle, I like it!
I only bookmarked her tumblr and haven't decide to contact her. I will save it for later discussion with co-workers.

Then...

I've working this book about tales. The writer submit some illustrations that she likes to use for the book. Me and co-workers made a choice and decide to use one of it. The writers contact the illustrators and connect her to me. The illustrators then submit her works. I like it from the first sight. And we're working on the illustrations now.

Then I've been wondering....I feel I've seen the style before....the colors she uses....I know I've seen it somewhere. I finally remember the one that I bookmarked the tumblr. I checked it and it is the same person! Destiny is funny ^^

Truth or Dare?

2012-01-31T10:49:00.000+07:00

Okay~~~
So I made this post as an homework from Linda-chan. Have been wondering all night, along with my works, what secrets should I reveal?
To be honest, I have many secrets. And if I reveal it here it will be shocking (XD) well, maybe shocking (XP).

So after deep thinking, I decide to reveal some secrets below. Then again it's not that special (XP).

Lazy Polar Bear.
I'm a very very lazy person. My family know and really understand this (XP). I can spend the whole day just laying at bed, reading comic, listening to music, or just imagining things. I only get up to eat (don't ask about bath). When I'm lazy, I can become very lazy. (X3)

Watch out for dog!
I don't like to get touch. Either when people accidentally touch me. It feels strange and tickle. I also don't like doing kiss on the cheek...it's grossed....but sometimes I don't have any choice to do it....If I can, I would avoid it for sure!

(Not) a shopping girl.
My collection of comics are way too much than my clothing, even my comics have fills most space of my wardrobe (XD). I don't like to shop. I'll shop when I need one. But when it gets to comic, especially when I'm being stressed, I will bought comics like crazy.

No Pain No Fun.
I don't know the right term, but I always call myself a "mild masochist". It's not that I like to hurt myself. But every time I get a wound or slice, I would oftentimes press it and enjoy the pain (X3). When my index finger get stuck at a car's door, it get swelling. People were asking does it feel hurt. I said yes with a smiling face (XD).

Kimi = Me.
It's not a secret that I really love Kimi Raikkonen. But what people don't know is how deep my love for him. I love him so much! I love him with my heart and soul. He is the only man I'm going to love in this world. Ever since I pledge myself to him, I haven't look at any other man around. I love him not because of his look. I love him for his principles, way of mind, attitude, power, and mostly his honesty. He's living with his own way, that what adores me the most. And that's what make me loving him for years and forever. I have this wish, that someday...someday when everything has been settle down, he's living a quiet life, I will be there to take care of him :)

Well, that's all. Just like I've said, I still have many secrets. Maybe someday I will reveal it here :D

New fan fictions are up!

2012-01-22T16:47:00.001+07:00

Several weeks ago, I've become a zombie with octopus tentacles. Works were hectic and killing me inside...
But, at those times I still managed to wrote some fan fictions. Well, I had to. If not, my mind would surely going to blow up.

1. A Fairy Tale
"Hana meets Yasu at her garden. Yasu doesn't know who or what he's doing there. But he enjoys every single minutes he's spending with Hana. One day, his visions suddenly get blurry and Hana's image slowly fading away from him. What has happen?" [inspiration for the story is from "Yes" video preview - Acid Black Cherry].

2. A Day with vistlip
"umi gets up in the midnight to found the other members were playing video games while they need to get up early the next day. The members said everything will be alright, that they won't be late. Can umi trust the words?" [inspiration for the story came from their picture at the train station, their song "milk&macaron, and when umi teased Tohya at Music Japan Plus gig vol. 2].

3. Fantasy Rangers
"Teru comes from the future to find the so called Fantasy Rangers and fight together to protect the world. Can he succeed finding all of the rangers?" [inspiration came from Versailles 2012 calender image].

That's all for now. I've also finished vistlip: Bond of Brothers series. I will look for the time to post it. Hope people will enjoy reading it all. And please do kindly leave comments. Arigatou! X3

PAMO

2012-01-21T23:03:00.000+07:00

I've order it to my friend, Mia.
I can't believe she successfully made it. I'm so happy!! ^O^
I intent to make it as my phone strap. But he's too cute to be hanging there. He'll get dirty and I afraid parts of his body would lose. So I keep him as a doll instead X3

His name is PAMO.
My 3rd brother has given the name. Please don't ask the meaning. It's very inappropriate XDDD

"Hi!"

His tail is so cute X3

PAMO with his car

PAMO inside his car

PAMO with manga that tomo has recomended

PAMO at work

PAMO: I'm watching you working

I've order another one to Mia. This time it's truly a doll. So the size will be larger.

Anyone might interested? *moving tail*

Pigg's life

2012-01-11T14:29:00.000+07:00

Weeks ago, the urge came to me. And I finally decide: I'll made ameba account!
Though I don't understand the Japanese words, but with the help from the link that shared by Blue-chan, I manage to made it. Ree-chan also help me to design it. I'm so grateful with their help!

Then Ree-chan asked me to play pigg. It's like an online chat at pigg. We made a character to go online and interact with other people there. I've made one when I first made the account. But, I haven't really used it. Ree-chan has teach me, and along with Gin-chan, we explore the pigg's world and also infiltrate the five barkin' animals lair XDDD

Yes, that's the urge I had. I've made ameba so I can send message directly to them, especially to nii-san X3 I don't know nii-san read the message or not, since every words were in English. But, just to think that my name was being on his inbox can make me smiling *crazy*

Anyway...I've played pigg with Ree-chan and Gin-chan. But I can't play it now since the connection isn't too good lately. So I have to stop T^T

And here's the memory when we played on nii-san's room. His room is officially our base camp XD

Gin-chan and me at nii-san's room. Gin-chan's look has improved now X3

Me and Gin-chan were waiting for nii-san

Tired of waiting, so I sat down XD

Me, Ree-chan, and Gin-chan at nii-san's room. Ree-chan was upside down for several minutes XDD

The last one was super hilarious! I almost burst into laugh, and that time I was still at the office! I have lots of fun!! Sadly I can't online too often because of the connection. Sigh...well I give Gin-chan the task to watch over nii-san's room and for the man himself XP

Yasashii Uso

2012-01-10T11:53:00.003+07:00

Lately, it feels hurt looking at you.
I want to ask the reason of this bad feeling.
But, I know you won't answer it. Instead it might bother you. Might be.
All I can do is keep trusting you. Keep believing and keep supporting you.
Hope everything goes well.

:)

[stupidly] Proud

2012-01-04T11:28:00.000+07:00

Yesterday was Tohya's birthday (vistlip no drummer).
I've made posts about his birthday on every account that I have.

At the afternoon, I've checked some birthday posts at Facebook group. I clicked "like" to every single post. Until I realize something odd with one post. I look back and read the words...

ARE?? CHOTTO! THAT WORDS ARE MINE!! O_O (<--- my tweet)

The words on the post were mine. I've post it on my tumblr. At first I didn't realize it was my words, and I stupidly clicked "like" orz

Here's the post at the group:

[and I "like" it XD]

And here's my post on tumblr:

The tumblr actual post is here

The person used different picture and didn't include the last "kiss" emoticon --> ^3^ , but the whole words were my words.

I was surprised to see someone copy paste my words. Surprised, annoyed, but I also feel proud. Someone posted my words for Tohya! ^O^ *slapped*

Why someone would copy paste my words? It's an usual words. Well, it did came from my deepest heart. It was what I truly feel and wanted to say to Tohya. It's not that poetic. Anyone can make it. So, why copy paste my words? It's odd and I feel bit annoyed since people might think the words came from the person. Am I over reacting about it? Maybe, but I have the right to objected, right? Though it's only simple and usual words, but it's what I truly think and feel for Tohya. That's my words for him!

Actually I really want to give comment to the person,

"Ano, sumimasen...but I believe the words are MINE. *link to tumblr*"

Maybe I should do that?

But, somehow I feel what's the use?

I don't like to brings up the fight.

Then again a question come: it happened with my simple post, what if it's happen to my other posts, such as stories? Gita and Iwied have experience the thing and I understand how very angry and upset they were. What if it happen to me? Someone post my fan fiction stories and said it was theirs? Am I over reacting again?

Oh well, I just hope that won't ever happen :D

I'm just an ordinary person (too ordinary that is) for someone to copy paste my works, right? *start to feel not sure*

Good luck My way!

Happy Birthday Tohya!

2012-01-03T10:05:00.000+07:00

Today is the birthday of Tohya, vistlip no drummer.

Tohya is the most cheerful drummer I've ever seen.
He first attracted me on OZONE pv. In the video, he always looking at the camera and smiling. So different with the android drummer that always looking serious.
Also during live, Tohya always look at the crowd and...smiling. I thought it's quite an unique act. Since I think I haven't seen any drummer acting like that.

Later on I found out his reason for doing so. It's because he likes to see how the crowd react and to share the same excitement with them. He said that from his place, he can see everything at the live better.

I never thought of that before. I always thought that being a drummer is the last place people wanted to be. The position always being put far away at the back, also with less attention. As if being a drummer is like a supporting member. The drummer can't leave his set to have fun or going around the stage like the other positions. It feels like an outsider.

But, Tohya changed my mind.

With his thinking about the position, I become to accept the "importance" of the position. It's not an outsider. It's not a supporting member. It's part of the whole band, holding the same important role as the other positions. If the vocalist looked as the "front runner" of a band, then a drummer is the secret power that support the band from the back. The drummer will safely guard the band from the back.

Tohya is indeed a cheerful person. He always making funny jokes and teasing the others. Sometimes I feel irritated to see him always joking around and not being serious. But, that is Tohya, the band's mood maker. The one that can always brings out the laugh and cheerfulness. The clown of the band. The one that make people happy and smiling. Beside goofing around, Tohya is also a great composer. He composed most of the band's songs. Even at the new album (ORDER MADE), Tohya has done the programming for all the songs. Such person that always looking not serious, turn out to be a great and skillful person and holds important role.

I honor you, Tohya. I rise my hat high for you.
I admit I was wrongly to judge you at first. For now I know the band won't be the same without you around. It will lost one of it's soul, the soul of happiness.
Thank you for always bring the cheer inside the band. Thank you for always smiling. Thank you for always giving your kisses at the fans.
This time it's my turn to give it back to you, to make you smile and feel all the love. For today it's your birthday.

Happy birthday for my dearly drummer.
May you always be happy and cheerful.
May you always be healthy.
May you always be successful.
May you always be you.
Best wishes for you.

My dearly drummer. I love you.

A year ago

2011-12-23T17:11:00.000+07:00

A year ago shocking news came.

Kimi has lost his father.

It's a sudden news. No further information about the caused of the death. The family just want it to be private.
I can understand that. Because I was having the same feeling. I was feeling so sad as if as one of my importan person has gone.

Without the support from his father, Kimi won't ever be like now.
Without his father, Kimi won't become the person that I love so much like now. In fact, I won't ever know him in my life.

Dear our dad,
Dear Matti,
It won't be enough to say words of gratitude. Even so, thank you. Thank you so much for everything you've done. You won't ever be forget. You will always be remember. You will always be miss. You will always be love.
Please, keep watching Kimi from up there.

The Reason

2011-12-23T13:49:00.000+07:00

Thequestion aroused sometimes ago. And being a stupid, I can’t answer itcorrectly. I just said that I like it without any further explanations. And itdoesn’t stop there.

Friend:“Why do you like Japanese music?”

Me:“I just like it,”

Friend:“Then you also like Korean music?”

Me:“No, I don’t,”

Friend:“Why? Isn’t the same?”

Me:“Of course not. It’s different,”

Friend:“What’s the difference?”

Me:*thinking* “Well, they are different,”

orz…great answer KiRai-kun…

Oncea friend also spot me when I was watching vistlip show at nico nico. She saw melaughing.

Friend:“Do you understand the words written there?” *points at the computer screen*

Me:“No,”

Friend:“Do you understand what they are saying?”

Me:“No,”

Friend:“Then why are you watching and laughing when you don’t know what they’resaying?”

Me:“It’s just fun to see them,”

Friend:“You’re weird”

orz…I know I’m a weird person, but somehow being told directly like that quite gaveme a bit shocked (:D).

But,it surely makes me thinking about it. Why do I like Japanese music that much? Idon’t understand the words. I don’t know what they are talking.

Well,the first thing I like from Japanese music is the voice from the vocalist. Ilike uniquely voice, such as hyde (L’Arc~en~Ciel), Satsuki, and Kirito (Angelo).Then I go to the music. If the music doesn’t suit my ears, no matter how uniquethe vocalist sound, I won’t listen to it.

Sometimesit can go one way another: the voice doesn’t impress me that much, but if Ilike the music, and as long as the voice fits to it, I will keep listen. Japanesesongs have unique sounds. It can combine many instruments to result a good,nice, catchy, and awesome sound. What I like the most is when modern andtraditional music are combining together, like what Kaggra has done. It feelsclassic and majestic.

Aboutthe lyric, I admit I don’t understand what the lyric is saying. But, if I getvery interest with one song, I would definitely look for the translation. Andthe result sometimes surprised me. A hard and rocking song can be turn outtalking about love. Once I’ve tried to do my own lyric translation. I failed.The only translation I’ve done and quite close to the real meaning is“Sayounara” from L’Arc~en~Ciel.

Thelyric also doesn’t always talk about love. It can talk about friendship, globalissues (environment, politic, war), feelings from the band, feelings for thefan, encouraging words, stories, promises, honesty, or even about cheating in afunny and cheerful music XP

Ithink the main reason why I like Japanese music and songs are because Iactually don’t understand the lyric. Sometimes we just need to listen somethinggood, despite who sings it or whatever the meaning. I think it goes likeinstrumental songs. We don’t know what instrumental songs talk about, it justgive us good and calm feeling. That’s just why I like Japanese music. If Ilisten to a song that can be understand, I will be thinking about the meaning.If I listen to a song that I can sing along, then I will sing as it plays. Formaybe what I need at the moment is just listen to a good music.

Iusually don’t care that much about the lyric, also the style, the look, or thewardrobe the bands wore. If the two elements are already there (voice andmusic), then I won’t care for the rest. If I really like the song and want tounderstand the lyric, I’ll just look for the translation. Simple (^^).

Forgenre, of course I like Japanese rock, but, to be honest not that too hard coremusic. Since sometimes in hard core music, voice and the music can’t blend toowell. I also listen to another genre in Japanese music: pop and hip-hop, aslong as my ears can accept it.

Sothen next time I get the same question. I’ll just give this post to read XD

vistlip: ORDER MADE – personal review

2011-12-18T20:00:00.000+07:00

On December 14^th,2011, vistlip has released their 2^nd album, ORDER MADE. I’ve order the visterversion with a DVD as a bonus. The vister version consists of 16 tracks, with 4instrumental songs and 12 songs track. And the DVD bonus consists of 3 videos:music video, music video actorless version, and a making of. I’ve been playingthe CD over and over now, and haven’t got bored of it. I won’t ever get bored.What can I say? I love them more and more now.

As always, this is mypersonal review of the album, so it’s surely has a lot of my subjective point ofview (^^).

chapter: GEAR

It’sthe opening track of the album. It’s a short instrumental and Tohya is the onewho composed the track. The track uses the sound of clock ticking and heartbeating which I think gave dramatic feeling when listen to it. As if I’mwaiting for something. I bet they would use it as the opening theme on theirlives, just like the one on Gather to the Theater.

the wonderland from LAB.

Tohyacomposed the song and I admit I was so surprised he can compose such rockingand head banging song like this! The songs starts with some kind ofelectronically sounds along with heavy rocking guitar playing and a long screambefore Tomo’s voice came out. My guess the one who scream and played the guitaris Umi-nii (^^). All the way I can hear Umi-nii’s rocking playing and hisscream! I love the sound of it! I love the sound of the music! It’s a perfectone for live performance. I want to see this song being performed live. It willbe a rocking and head banging one!

android’s dream

Tohyacomposed the song again. It’s a light and catchy music, along with his lightdrumming play. Tomo’s voice also feels a bit light. I guess it’s to suit thecondition of “dream”.

RETRO

Musicis composed by Tohya, and the music isn’t that different with android’s dream.Actually the both are quite similar (^^), but RETRO is a bit faster, cheerful,with up and down guitar playing. It will be fun to hear it during live.

closed auction

Yuhis responsible for the music. The second rocking songs from the album! Thedrums and the guitar playing feel so rough and fast. Yuh also fills the songwith his high melody playing.

XEPPET

Yuhcomposed it. And I LOVE IT!! SO VERY ROCKING! SO VERY FAST SONG! I can imaginethe situation when the song is being play during live. I can imagine howUmi-nii would move along with the music (XD). I love the rap part. I believeit’s Tomo and Umi-nii who’s doing the rap in turns. Umi-nii’s guitar soundrough and scary as usual and Yuh fills the high melody beautifully andawesomely. A track that really suit for live!

entrance of NIGHT PARADE

Tohyacomposed it. The second instrumental song and it’s awesome! The music is stillconnected with the original single track. And, I’ve just realized that thistrack has been played at their Revelation Space live! (after I watch it again)

milk&macaron

Ruicomposed the music. It’s the second song that I love in the album. The music islight, sweet, and cheerful. My body would shake every time I listen to it. Itgives a calm and gentle feeling. I even can imagine the situation for the song:people walking with their love one or their friends, hand in hand, laughingcheerfully together, snow is dropping slowly and gently, with clear night sky withstars and lights from buildings and trees. Yes, the music is very suit forChristmas theme (^^). It’s a very beautiful work from Rui. Tomo has said thatthis song is his favorite one and I agree with him.

STRAWBERRY BUTTERFLY

Thetrack starts with a woman talking in French. I’m not sure if it’s the trueopening of the song or is it the ending of milk&macaron since the two songssound still connecting. And I hear a violin playing at the beginning. I don’tremember to have heard it from the single track. This is the song that makes mefall for them. It’s a very memorable song for me.

Evil Rider

Ruicomposed it and it has the same feeling as milk&macaron, but a bit slowsthan the first. The music also gives calm feeling. Yes, the title obviously doesn’tsuit the music at all (XD).

exit of I am…

It’sthe third instrumental song. I was hoping that the track would be the livedistribution single, though it still has the same part of music. It’ has abeautiful melody.

Drama Queen

It’sthe third rocking song with electronically sound at the beginning. It fillswith screaming (from Umi-nii?) and fast drums hitting. It’s an energetic music!

SINDRA

It’sthe track that always makes me wanting to cry, the theme of their coming back.I will always love it! It’s very rocking song, energetic, and gives spirit tokeep walking forward.

ORDER MADE

ILOVE IT!!! It has a unique tone. In the beginning it goes a bit fast, but itgoes slowly in the refrain. Tohya’s drum very calming along with Rui’s bass.Umi-nii’s guitar is also raging at some point. I guess that what make the songstill feels “vistlip”. Yuh’s playing completes it all. It’s so beautiful anddramatic. It doesn’t make me want to cry, but it surely gives sad feeling,especially when also watching the video. Too bad they put the song at number14…I have to go long to hear it!! (>.<)

Hameln

Thisis the track of their 3^rd anniversary. Same thing like SINDRA, Iwill always love it. The music is cheerful; the video is funny, one feeling Ihave for sure every time I listen to it: HAPPY!! It’s a perfect anniversarysong!

chapter: END

It’sthe last track and composed by Tohya. Just like the one from Theater album,it’s the closing track and an instrumental one. It has the same clock tickingas the opening track, also a heart beating. I can imagine how it will bedepressed hearing it at the ending of their live. I would have the feeling Idon’t want it to be the end. I still want to listen to the songs; I still wantto watch them performed.

So,Tohya, Yuh, and Rui share the same amount in composing the music in the album.Too bad Umi-nii doesn’t compose anything, but I assumed he took part at somesongs that they composed together. BUT! UMI-nii HAS DESIGN ALL THE COVERDESIGNS! And that made me so happy and proud! (X3). Also I have to say itagain; I’m quite surprised with Tohya’s ability in composing some songs. Inever think that a silly and always fooling around guy like him can make suchgreat music. He even in charge for all the music programming, Awesome!! I raisemy hat high for you, Tohya!

Asfor the DVD bonus, it consists of ORDER MADE music video, the actorlessversion, and the making of. The music video is beautiful, sweet, gentle, andsad. I like the light that used in the video. It suits to all of the feelings.And the look of everyone is… (TwT). Rui, Tohya, and Yuh are putting on theirsad face; while Umi-nii is always bending his head or looking up at theceiling, he never looked at the camera. I’ve cried for different reason becauseof this (XD). Tomo is also looking sad and sweet in the same time (XD). He’slooking awesome! I wonder why? Seeing him singing with eyes closed just make mewanting to hug him (XD). In this video is the first time they used actors.Usually on every video, it will only show them which of course I won’t everobjected.

Theactorless version is the music video which only show them and without theactors. Love it!! Finally I can see Umi-nii though just in a short time (mymain reason of happiness).

Themaking video, I wish I’ve continued my Japanese language study. I might haveunderstood what they are saying. The video is start with showing Umi-nii, whichI quickly screamed out (XD). But, he doesn’t do anything, just walking andplaying his guitar (orz). There’s a part when Tomo was talking, then one by onecame Tohya, Rui (who still has his confused look), and Yuh. I think Tomo wastalking about how delicious Rui’s mother yakiniku. At the point I was hoping tosee Umi-nii join the scene, but he doesn’t. Later on he was shown shooting forhis part on the video. After the shooting over, one by one they do some talkingbut only Umi-nii’s part that has Tohya bugging him from the back with hiscymbals (XDD). Every time Umi-nii’s talking, Tohya sounds the cymbals (XDD).Tohya is also asking some questions to Umi-nii by pretending that the cymbalswho talked. It’s so funny to see how Umi-nii’s face would react every timeTohya sounds the cymbals. Through the talking, Umi-nii’s eyes were lookingeverywhere and rarely looking at the camera. But, when he does I quickly wentblushing and screamed out. Yeah, I’m really obsessed with him!! (X3).

Iget a shocking trading card as the other bonus. I was hoping to get Umi-nii’strading card, but I get Tohya who was mimicking Umi-nii, complete witheye-glasses, blue guitar, and showing his middle finger! I was laughing hardwhen I saw it! Oh my…I just don’t know what to say. I was hoping for Umi-nii’sbut I get Tohya who’s mimicking him…It’s quite the same I guess (XD). Now Ireally wondering who would Umi-nii mimicking (X3).

Alongwith the album, they give the schedule for their one man live tour. FinallyUmi-nii’s wishing to have it can become true. The tour would start in March2012 until June 2012. Maybe they would have the final one at their anniversary,and I would expect a DVD release for that! I have to start saving from now!! Ialso have the thinking (an urge?) to go to their live. But, what am I thinking?I don’t have much money (orz). Then I would just have to wait for any DVDrelease. It’s for the first time I’m asking for a band to release a DVD(XD).

Overall, it’s a great album! Not a disappointed one. The title of the songs isunique and surprising the music doesn’t suit the title (XD). Though I do admitthat this one is less rocking than Theater; this one has more sweet and gentlesongs than Theater. But, I still enjoy it. I would make one note…I can’t tellbig difference between the songs that are composed by one people, suchandroid’s dream and RETRO or milk&macaron and Evil Rider, I can’t tell thedifference when I listen to the beginning of the songs (or maybe I just haven’tget used to the songs yet?). Yuh done great job in doing his composing music. Still,I’m very proud with them. They have worked hard and I really appreciate theirhard work. Thank you, guys! Love you so much!!

My smile in the evening

2011-12-16T15:04:00.000+07:00

Yesterday vistlip was having a special program at nico nico. The Indonesian fans were going crazy, including me XD I wasn't sure that I would be able to watched it. But, Heaven was being so kind to me. I manage to watched half of the show! ^O^

The first one was showing Hakuei. Sorry but I really don't know who is he :D
At this point the connection was going sooooooo slow that the picture doesn't changed at all orz
I've already giving up to watched the boys....until...at exactly 5.30 pm, the connection getting fast and there they were!!! The five boys! The Five Barkin's Animals!!

They were looking awesome (for my eyes of course).
Their style was quite simple.
I love Tohya's knitted hat. It's so cute! (^w^)
I love Tomo's hat.
Seeing Rui with hooded reminds me of "little red riding hood". But for him of course will become LITTLE BLACK RIDING HOOD. He's looking so sweet~~~
Yuh was looking usual (XP)
And Umi-nii...he's also looking usual but! I thought he was wearing a shirt. It's actually a jacket, and when he zipper it down I get blushing, "Kyaaaaaaaa!! Don't you lower it more than that!!" What the hell I was thinking? (XD).

Though I don't understand what they were talking the whole show, but I really enjoy it. I was laughing happily with them. I was smiling looking at them. Every single of them. It was tough (^^). Of course my main focus was on Umi-nii, but the other were just hard to neglect (XD).

I was being a good fan girl. I was shaking and my heart beats faster and seemed going to explode at any second (XP). Liking them really bring many colors and feelings to me (X3). I feel so fresh!!

At the show, Tomo was busy making signs to the camera, peace and love signs. He was also giving away kisses. Tohya followed him and making peace signs too. Tohya also blowing his kisses to the camera. Yuh was still and looking serious, though at some point he's the one who had the loudest laugh. Rui was calm and still paying attention to the talking. He was sitting a bit far from the mic, that made the vj had to told him to move forward at the introduction session. And Rui was always keeping his way when he was asked to talk. He always started with, "etto....". Everyone was laughing and so do I (XD).

And Umi-nii...what can I say about him? I think his existence has getting bigger and bigger for me. I just can't put my eyes away from him (X3). He's looking awesome! Though he was doing something gross, but he still looking awesome and funny for me. He dig his nose and throw "it" to the camera. He's faking of course (X3).

It felt good to watched them talking live like that. It felt that there's no such thing of distance and language difference. A friend who saw me watching me asked either I understand the words written or language being used. I said no, and she thought how very strange of me for kept watching the show. Well for me, it's not important that I understand or not. I like them. That's enough and that's what important for me. Being a fans not always can be understandable (XP).

Yes. I do like them. I love them.
Who won't?

Back Fetish

2011-12-13T16:44:00.000+07:00

Once I said that I have a back fetish. But, it's not just anyone's back. Obviously I have to like (or interact with) the person before I like his back XD
And so finally I've found pictures that shown Umi's back!
My gratitude for Tohya who has taken and put the pictures at his blog. You're a good stalker, Tohya! X3

That back, somehow I feel it warm and giving sense of "older brother" *jumps out to his back* X3

L'Arc~en~Ciel live viewing in Jakarta (December 3rd, 2011)

2011-12-05T13:40:00.001+07:00

Atlast I was able to go to the 1^st Jakarta’s L’Arc~en~Ciel liveviewing 20^th anniversary concert. I said the first because therestill second and third live viewing on December 10^th and 11^th.For the note, Indonesia is the only country who held 3 times live viewing.Sugoi ne~~~

TheDecember 3^rd show was actually intended to be held on November 26^th.But due to “technical problems”, it get suspend to December 3^rd. Iwas lucky I still can change the date and through long process, I finallysucceed to serve two tickets for me and Ni-chan.

WhenI was going to meeting point with Ni-chan, an incident happened inside thepublic car. A woman was losing her two cell phones. It seemed that one of thepassengers has stolen the phones. But, it was already late. He has got off fromthe car. And I remember I was smiling to the guy when he offered me a seat nextto him, which I refused. I should’ve known that peculiar happenings aren’tstopping there.

Ni-chantrusted me with the route to the theater. It’s a hard trust since I’ve alwaysbeen dependable to other people with directions (^^), and this time it was oneway another. I’ve asked people for the route and get the best one from mysister. We’ll go by train and then took a taxi to the theater. It sounds easy?Yes, actually it is, except when there’s trouble with the train. The train waslate!! I was worried we’ll get late for the live viewing. We leaved the trainstation at 2 pm and arrived at 3 pm at Cawang Station. We quickly stopped ataxi since we don’t know how far the theater from the station. Traffic jam justmade me more nervous until I finally can breathe a relief when we arrived atthe theater at 3.30 pm; along the way, the taxi driver was talking and cursingabout the cars, the traffic light, and the police. I was being a good listener(X3).

Wequickly went to the theater and found there aren’t much people around theticket’s booth. It seemed I’ve worried too much (as always ^^;). After gettingthe ticket, we’re going to take Ashar prayer and look for lunch. It was a verylate lunch (for me), and maybe because I was too hungry or too relief that wesafely arrived at the theater, I bumped into a branch and scar my arm. It gets bleed(and as a vampire I quickly thought, “What a beautiful color” XD).

Wedecided to go for eat at the café near the theater. There many people passing through;we assumed they were also there for the live viewing. We order spaghetti and asoft drink.

While waiting for the order, I took some pictures. First onewas…Ni-chan!

Actually this is the first time I met her! We’ve known each otherfor maybe 2 years, and all those time we only talked via chat and shortmessages. We’ve never meet face to face. I hope Ni-chan isn’t feeling surprisedto meet the real (weird) me (:D)

Thesecond picture was the cute…panda!! (XD). Nii-san’s panda!! I’ve said I wouldwear it, hopefully some people would eventually recognize the panda (X3).

Thethird picture was this shoes I’ve spotted. I assumed it’s the boy’s facesprinted at the front of the shoe. I told Ni-chan that I won’t ever wore thatkind of shoe. I don’t have the heart to stamp on their faces (XD).

Notlong after we finished eating, the calling for the live viewing was sound. Wewent to the door. Many people were also coming inside the theater, and I sawthis guy who’s dressing as hyde from Driver’s High time, spiky hair hyde. He’squite cool (until he gets to talk XD).

Ourseat was on row J 24-25. It’s quite good seat. Not too above and not too below.The show was started with the documentary of L’Arc~en~Ciel Indonesia’s (Indonesiangroup) activities. Pictures were showing on the screen, and I admit I’mimpressed with them. They’ve worked hard to show their love for L’Arc~en~Cielby doing many gatherings. I’ve also reserved the live viewing ticket from them.

Aftera movie commercial, the show was finally started, the 20^thanniversary concert at Ajinomoto Stadium. I’m so amazed to see lots of peopleattending the concert! It’s so damn many!! I feel proud to be their fans! And Ialso soon feel amazed as a black limousine enters the stadium and come outLeader-sama, Lion-chan, Android-kun (I screamed and clapped XP), and theprincess…He gets the most screamed from the live viewing viewers.

Iwon’t wrote about the song’s list at the concert, the whole world already knowit. From the first song until the last,I was moved along with the music, singing the song, and shaking with princess(XD). I’ve spotted tet-chan throwing kiss to the screen. Hoe???? Since when hedoes that? Since when princess has influenced him??? (XDD). And I also spottedtet-chan twice sneaking watched over princess! Ah…secret love is alwaysinteresting to see (XP). I was clapping until my hands feel hurt. I was singingand shouting until my throat soar. I clapped along with Link. I hit the chair’sarm as yukkie hitting the drums. I blow a kiss as hyde does (XP). I raised myhands when singing Driver’s High, and almost get a tear when hyde sang bless.It’s so beautiful!! I was feeling so damn excited and happy!! Though I can’t singall the songs, but my body remembers the music and move along for the wholeshow. It’s so amazing!!! And hyde, you’ve won! I won’t object about your snakeor penguin’s dance. You can dance the way you like! You’ve won!! (X3).

Beforewe left the theater, there’s an extra show, L’Arc~en~Ciel’s original CDs giveaway. A guy from L’Arc~en~Ciel Indonesia and the one that dressing as hyde wentup to the stage. And that’s the time I think he better be still than talking(XD). VJ Daniel was getting the honor to draw 2 lucky coupons. First draw hesaid for the people at seat J!! It was us!! And the lucky one was… J 23!! Whatthe hell?? That’s beside Ni-chan!!! Sorry Ni-chan, I think I was being a jinxfor you. I never succeed with quizzes, and this time it’s her who gets theeffect (:D).

Afterthe whole show ended, it’s for the first time that I don’t feel worry ofgetting home late. I was still feeling happy and excited. We left the theateron 8 pm, and took a taxi to the train station. At the taxi, again the driverwas talking and moaning. Gosh it’s a different taxi, it’s a different driver,but I get the same experienced (XD). I get depart with Ni-chan at Depok BaruStation. I reached home at 9.30 pm. Not so late. It’s actually my usual timegetting home from work (XD).

Untilnow, I still can feel the excitement of the show! It’s so exciting! The boysare also amazing! Awesome!! I’m happy I’m their fans. If someone records methat night, maybe I’ll get embarrassed watching it again since I wasn’t carewith my surroundings and keep enjoying the show with my own way. I’m singingand shakes that also made my seat shaking. I guess the whole row can feel theshake (XD). It’s the first time I feel I can release and doesn’t hesitant toshow my feeling. I don’t care. I just want to get crazy and enjoy the beauty infront of me (not only you, hyde XP).

Atthe stage VJ Daniel said, “A dream from one people is called a dream, but adream of thousand people is called reality. We’ll bring L’Arc~en~Ciel toIndonesia! Amen!!” and I shout amen too!! Today was the live viewing, andhopefully next year will be the live concert!! Amen!! Wasshoi!! Good luck ourway!! ^O^

November Bash!!

2011-11-29T11:28:00.001+07:00

I know it's late...but! It's never too late to celebrate a happy events: the birthday of two of my favorite boys!! XD

First one on November 24th, it's yukihiro-sama birthday~~~ Happy birthday yukkie-kun!!
Hope he's having a great day. Hope he celebrate his birthday with a smile and laughter, surround by his friends, also showered with love and care X3
I wish him a long and happy life with success and joy. May he will always be happy and smiling. May he stay healthy and can finally eat well. Not too many like the princess, but just enough will be nice XP

Then on November 28th, the birthday of the most ecchi person I know (beside Yasu), Ken-chan birthday~~~ Omedetou Lion~~~~
I bet Ken-chan is having a great birthday. I won't doubt it XD
I wish Ken-chan a long and happy life. May he reduce (or permanently stop) his smoking. May he always smiling and enjoy the music he's done. And may he stays ecchi!! It isn't Ken-chan if he's not being ecchi! XDD

Happy birthday, guys!! Everyone know how old are you, so I won't say it. It's just, the older your age, the more you're looking awesome and mature XD

Love you!

^3^

vistlip: ORDER MADE covers + song list

2011-11-26T06:06:00.001+07:00

The days has slowly passed. The time has slowly ticking.
I'm counting the days. I'm counting the time.
To the sacred date: December 14th, 2011. The day vistlip 2nd album will be release. ORDER MADE.

And here are the amazing covers. Design by my one and only, Umi-nii (X3)

[CD only]

[CD + DVD]
Bonus: video clip, video clip actorless version, making.

[CD + 36 pages booklet]
Bonus track: BLACK-TAIL [Re:birth], 36 pages illustrations.

The song's list:

M1. chapter: GEAR
M2. the wonderland from LAB.
M3. android's dream
M4. RETRO
M5. closed auction
M6. XEPPET
M7. entrance of NIGHT PARADE
M8. milk&macaron
M9. STRAWBERRY BUTTERFLY
M10. Evil Rider
M11. exit of I am...
M12. Drama Queen
M13. SINDRA
M14. ORDER MADE
M15. Hameln
M16. chapter: END

16 SONGS! 16 SONGS! Wasshoi!! ^O^

I have the feeling that the first and last track is only instrumental like the ones at Theater album. And maybe this time Tohya also composed the music.
They also include STRAWBERRY BUTTERFLY (the song that made me fall in love with them), SINDRA (their revival song), and Hameln (their 3rd anniversary theme).
Why they put ORDER MADE almost in tthe last?? If I want to listen to it, I would have to switch far back! (XD).

I wonder if "exit of I am..." is the live distributed single? Doubt it though....
The songs title are also unique and funny: "Android's dream"?? Do they talk about Android-kun?? (X3). And I also feel that some of the songs are composed by Umi. Just a hunch though, from reading the song title (XD).

And~~~ the excitement doesn't stop there!!
When I know the list of the songs and the bonus for the limited edition, I get freaked out!! Why?
Because for the [CD + Booklet] type they add a bonus track!! BLACK-TAIL [Re:birth].

WHAT THE FUCK??? I love the song! And they make a rebirth version??? *crying*
On the same type also they will include some kind of illustrations? I can't understand the Japanese words, maybe it mean the booklet? But all I know....every time I read the word "design" or "illustration", my mind would quickly think of Umi-nii. And it's true....not only the album's covers but the illustrations on the bonus are made by Umi.... I feel so happy and proud, but also sad... I'm not buying that type, so I won't get Umi's illustrations... orz *hopefully other fans would kindly scan it XP*

I've order the [CD + DVD] type. Why? I know I don't have the proper player, but all this time I always like 3D than 2D look (XP). And I know how hilarious they'll be in a video making. That's my main reason to order the type, to watch them moving, walking, and talking (especially Umi-nii X3).

Anyway the bonus for the type are: video clip, video with actorless version, and making video.
I was so freaked out with the CD limited edition bonus that I thought the "video actorless version" meant that there will be no one at the video. There would only be the music, some kind like "hydeless version" on L'Arc~en~Ciel, only music and no one singing.
After I'm cooling down, I think about it again...maybe it meant the video without the kid and his grandpa. The video would only consist of the band. If it's true then bless them to make such clever bonus!!! It makes my feeling become a bit better for can't have Umi's illustrations (XP). Though it would be a lot better if the video is "only Umi" version (XDDDD).

Then again...this only my own assumptions. Don't take it too seriously. This is an assumption from a crazy, stupid, and hysterical fans (X3).
To know either I'm right or wrong, we can only wait for the release date. It will be a long waiting... TwT

End: Bravo guys! Bravo! You successfully make me wanting to have the 2 version. The first time ever!! But, sorry I don't have enough money to buy it all (:D). Still, you are so damn fudging great!!

vistlip new look!!

2011-11-23T16:39:00.001+07:00

Since yesterday my heart has been forced to beat faster because of a just few seconds of vistlip new PV. Today, it beats even faster because of a few minutes of the PV preview and also this...

[hold my breath...Umi-nii look so fudging awesome!!!!]

Aren't they looking so fudging awesome??? You should see the video preview here. The music is touching. The video is touching! And I think this is the first time they use a model for the pv. Usually they only show their own faces, which I enjoy it so much XD

I wonder who compose the song? My guess is Yuh. Since he's having the same look when July VIIth [Re:Birth] being played at live stage X3

Ah~~~ I can't wait to see the full PV. I can't wait for the releasing date~~~ December 14th, 2011 will be a sacred date for me! Wasshoi!!

Also...Tomo has finally update his blog! The missing boy has return! *I hope*.
It seems that Tomo has working so hard for the album finishing. I'm so proud of him. Thank you, Tomo! Thank you so much!! Otsukaresama deshita~~~~ *hugs him*

AND I'M SO PROUD OF YOU, GUYS!
Every single of you! Let's walk to the bright future together!!

[picture credits goes to LJ Group].

Blood Alone (manga)

2011-11-19T22:31:00.001+07:00

Blood Alone is a mangatitle by Masayuki Takano. So far 2 volumes has been release in Indonesia byLevel Comics.

The story tells of awriter name Kuroe who lives with a little girl who is also a vampire, Misaki.The story how the two can live together is still a mystery, along with Kuroereal identity; he’s not an ordinary writer, and no writer can fight demon andvampires with bare hand; and also how Misaki can be a vampire. I guess as thevolume continues, the mystery will be revealing, as always ^^

I’ve read the review on Wikipedia.And I’m too lazy to write it so here’s the link ^^

The progress of the storyseems will be interesting, though I really dislike many sides love! And it’shiatus on volume 7?? Great….

Anyway, what I like fromthe manga? It’s not about the vampire story or either the mystery within…butbecause the relationship of Kuroe (an adult) and Misaki (a 10 years old vampire).It’s a Lolita’s love? X3 *slapped*. Seeing the two also reminds me of Harukaand Mamoru from Until Death Do Us Apart. That’s the main reason why I buyingthe series, different age love XDD

Well, Misaki is luckiersince Kuroe seems to have the same feeling towards her. And Misaki is alsoquite aggressive with Kuroe. She once asked for a hug as a reward for givingKuroe a Valentine’s chocolate…WTH? XDD

While in the other hand,Haruka has to fight for her feeling (beside her life) since Mamoru always thinkabout fighting. I don’t know will there be real love between them, thoughHaruka has mentioned that Mamoru is her future husband X3 Ganbatte Haruka-chan! X3

Here's the manga's cover that make me like it X3

Shine

2011-11-17T14:22:00.001+07:00

When I was about to go home, a friend said to me.

Friend: "You look different,"
Me: "Why?"
Friend: "You look more...shine,"
Me: "Hah?"

How can I shine when I was tired both mentally and physically?
How can I shine when I was feeling stressed?
How can I shine when I have many things inside my head?

Then I realize what I was doing before I meet up with the friend.
I was watching video of... vistlip.

I was laughing with the video, smiling and feeling excited. I still smiling with the five of them inside my mind.

Looking at their picture can make me smile. Watching their video can make me laugh. Thinking of them can make me happy.

They are awesome.
They are so shining.
I love them.

Happy Birthday Rui!

2011-11-15T11:21:00.001+07:00

Today I'm feeling so excited. Because today is vistlip's bassist birthday. It's Rui's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI~~~~

What I like from Rui:

His beautiful, gentle, and sweet smile.
His beautiful face (^^)
His funny voice
His style
The way he enjoys himself on stage by singing and moving along with the song
And mostly I like seeing him goes blank when the others were talking XDDD

I'm wishing Rui to have a great birth day. He has posted about his birthday on his amebla blog. He seems very happy receiving many emails and birthday messages. I'm happy Rui gets so many love :)

May Rui always live happily. May he always be healthy. May his dreams become true. May he gets what he wants. May he always keep smiling. May he stays beautiful :)

Happy birthday, Rui. As time goes by, I hope your daydreaming habit could reduce a bit. Though it's one thing that I also like from you XP

The ordinary me

2011-11-06T19:52:00.000+07:00

I've just found out that a friend currently is studying in Russia. I've known since long time, that when the friend had something she wanted, she will do anything and worked hard to get it. Going to Russia is one of her dreams, and now she's not only going there but she's living there. I got a feeling that she won't go back here if she can ^^

I'm feeling happy for her accomplish. I'm very happy she can make her dream become true. I'm happy and very proud of her.

I can't lie that I was also envy with her. All this time I only said that I wanted to do this and that, but I never really worked it out. I do many thinking instead that lead me nowhere. I never done what she has done. I never done anything to make my dreams come true. That's why I think myself so lame.....

Once I've said to a friend: "no one is looking normal, everyone is unique and so do you,"
When I gave the advice, the friend was thinking about her so called normal and boring life. Personally I think there's no normal people. Everyone is different. Everyone has their own thinking, their own choice in life. I was feeling so confidence with myself at the time. But sometimes also I can fell very low with myself, like after I've heard about my friend's accomplishments. As if the reality snaps me: "What the hell you've been doing for all this time? What have you achieve? Where will you be in the future? What will you do?".

I guess it comes back to what choice I've made, and the surroundings that make me to have the choice. Just like I've said that no one is the same, that each conditions for each people will always be different, it won't be the same for everyone. So the choices will also be different.

It makes me feel better and don't get that bother anymore about being ordinary. Then again the thinking come, "Is it just an excuse I've made to legitimate myself?"

Regards,
KiRaidesu.

Come and Go

2011-11-02T17:31:00.000+07:00

For the past couple of days, some co-workers has been resigning from the job. The reasons were different for each of them. But, I think everything still connected by one: choices. They choose to resign no matter what caused them to made the choices.

One night, while I was riding home with my brother. I seen the people on the street and the question of age came (again) to me. I've forget how old I am and had to count it again (XD). And when the number came out...it made me thinking about my...future.

Where will I be few years from now? Will I still be working at my office? What would happen to me? What would become of me? What would become of my life?

The thoughts lead to worries and fear. Though I know I would quickly forget it and remember it later (XP).

Once I've also been thinking to go to dad's hometown and take care our inherited land there. We have a land that has been planted with Salak fruits. The Salak's taste aren't the same like the one from from my uncle's land. Ours were bitter. Then I have the thinking to replant the land again, either with a better plants or maybe having new plants there, whatever...I just want to work the land!! It seems fun, it seems exciting, it seems challenging, it seems FREE! Yeah, that's for sure...I'll be feeling free. Free to do what I like, free to think what I want, free to feel, free to decide, free from pressure and obligations, free from responsibility.

Am I just want to run away from the life I've been living?
Will my time come? My time to "come and go"?

Regards,
KiRaidesu.

IF

2011-10-26T11:38:00.000+07:00

The rumors are getting tense. The truth might be reveal on or after the Indian GP this weekend. I do hope so. Because the rumors make me so damn excited.

The return of Kimi to F1.

8D~~~~~~~~~~

^O^

^3^

Though I've said that I don't care where he would be, as long as he's racing, as long as I can still see him, but to be honest I miss him in F1. I want him back to F1. I'm sorry, Kimi. I have a strong reason why I want that. Because the sport is the only one that being cover by local television. Not only that, it's the same with the local newspapers. It's so hard to catch with his news when he's doing rally, even NASCAR or Le Mans. None of that being cover here :'(

So, if Kimi really come back to F1, I will be so happy~~~~~ ^O^
And along with that "if", comes many "if"...

If Kimi really comes back to F1, I won't ever go anywhere on weekend when he's having a race. As a good lover, I have to watch him carefully, and only put my attention on him (X3).

If Kimi really comes back to F1, I will start reading news papers again, watching TV again, staying up late just to watch his race, making reviews, and making also collecting articles and pictures of him again (^O^).

If Kimi really comes back to F1, I will start my life again. The sun in my world will shine once again. My dark and cold world will get the light and it's warmth back. My life will be running again. (X3).

If Kimi really comes back to F1, I might get a chance to see his live race and say the words I've been wanting to say directly to the man, "I love you" (8D~~).

If Kimi really comes back to F1, just having the thought make me so excited! (>.<). I will be feeling so alive again! I will like the world again, the world where there's him, my everything.

And somehow...I have a good feeling about this rumor. Hints are everywhere, just need to wait for the man to speak the truth. And when it happens, my heart beat would stop for a minute before I break down and cry....

I love you, Kimi. I really do.
I love you so much, always and forever.

Flowerly

2011-10-25T15:24:00.002+07:00

Surprisingly I love flowers! :) Here are some flowers at my house. Seeing simple things like this make me smile and happy. I just love the nature :)

The Roses.

The lilies.

The Orchids.

The Purple Flowers (I don't know the name :D)

[vistlip – (my) Revelation Space review]

2011-10-24T11:26:00.000+07:00

Warning: this post contains very obvious fan girling. Please, spare me ^^v

On October 19^th,2011, Vistlip has release their final live DVD at Zepp Tokyo (on July 7^th,2011). One thing I love from vistlip is their live performance. It’s because ofwatching their live performance that makes me getting so deep with them. Andthat’s why I've encourage myself to purchase the Revelation Space DVD though Idon’t really have the proper player to put it on (XP).

The DVD came just in timewhen I was missing them so bad (actually I’ve miss them every day). It feels sodamn good to see them, to see their live. I want to see their live for real…Umi-nii’s saying to come to Tokyo and see them has added my urge of going tothat country. I doubt they would have show around Asia… They would come to acountry when there’s an event, and I think Asia is one of the areas that rarelyhaving such event… orz

Anyway…The live wasstarted with introduction of the members from the big screen above the stage.The BGM was Sindra and the members were introduced by showing their picturefrom Sindra, along with their name and words from the opening of Sindra. Theone that get so many screamed was Tohya (XD). And I just can’t hold my laughwhen Umi’s picture appeared along with “hollow” word (XDD). After theintroductions, the live was finally started with, Ozone, a song that fill withdreams and hope. The second song was Next and they don’t stopped for taking abreak and continue with one of my favorite songs, Dead Cherry. They have amazedme again with their energy, playing rocking and fast song in quickly turns likethat (O_O).

When Tomo said, “Tadaima,”,the crowd (and me) were saying, “Okaeri~~~~”. Sigh, I wish I can be there. I’llbe in tears for sure (TwT). My admiration gets more and more as Umi startedrapping for Five Barkin’ Animals, the band’s of introduction song (^O^). I LOVETHE SONG!! And the way Umi started it with a rap just made it PERFECT!!(>w<). Tomo was doing a MC before the song played, and I thought he wouldintroduce the members in normal way, such as “this is Tomo on vocal” sort ofthing (XP). Tomo then asked Umi to started something, and I was thinking Umiwould started the introduction, but no~~~ Umi started it with a rap!! I LOVE ITSO FUDGING MUCH!! I was singing along when the song get to the part, “Rui andTohya” and “Yuh and Umi”. GREAT! GREAT! AWESOME!!

After it they played Eve,B.P.M Direction, and Mr. Grim, very fast and rocking songs, and they don’t stopto take a break! I noticed Umi was changing his guitar and didn’t weareye-glasses when they played head banging songs (when he did that?). Maybe he’safraid it would get lose (XP). He even look scarier without it, but the scarierthe better (X3).

Time to slowing a bit withTsuiraku, but it doesn’t take long when after it they played Sindra, Omoide CG,Lion Heart, and Hameln. Finally I can see Sindra and Hameln played live!Wasshoi! And also Lion Heart, I’ve long to see Umi’s rapping part!! It wasstill great, he doesn’t disappoint my expectation!! (^O^), though it was moredramatic on Gather to Theater live. The interactions between the members atstage are also showing some improvement, especially between Rui and Yuh. Yuhwas sitting in comfort at the left side at the stage, towards the crowd whenRui came from his back and sitting beside him. Rui was leaning his body againstYuh and they were talking to each ears cutely (X3). Yuh also showed someapproached to Umi. When Umi was playing alone at the center of the stage, Yuhcame and lean on him. Umi looked surprised but then he was smiling happily(then I died). The movement around the stage was also improving; Umi, Rui, andYuh were moving all over the stage.

After the encore calling,Tohya and Rui were the one that coming back first to the stage. They startplaying along with Umi and Yuh who came carrying their own instruments. They’veplayed together for couple of minutes, which bring up the question from me,where is Tomo? I have the thought that maybe Tomo was smoking or inside thebathroom and the others were playing to covering him up (XDD). Then Tomofinally show up and they start Aya. The way Rui played the bass was so cool~~~~He stands at the upper center of the stage and play awesomely! I do admire thislooking gentle bassist (X3).

They played a song which Ican’t read the kanji (gomen), Night Parade, and Gizen Master. Tomo was tryinghis move on Umi. He approached Umi who was playing at the upper right of thestage. Umi was kneeling down when Tomo grabbed him from the back and puts onehand at his shoulders. Tomo seemed offering something to Umi that quickly getrejected by Umi with a shake and a smile (I died again). Umi walked away (orI’ll say running away XP) back to the main stage. Yuh was also making a move onUmi again. Umi was once again kneeling down at the same place when with Tomo,and Yuh came from the back and surprised Umi. Yuh was standing above Umi whichmay be bothered Umi and forced him to leave. Before leaving, Umi looked at Yuhand then making a move of kicking him (XDDD).

It’s so much fun! It’s somuch entertaining! Sadly it has to end… Last song and the ultimate song wasJuly VIIth [Re:birth]. I was prepared to cried, but I only get teary eyesinstead (what’s the difference?). The song is beautiful and Tomo sang it heartfully. This time, there are no tears coming from Tomo. He sang it perfectly.And I think the one that about to cry was Yuh, his face looking so sad and looklike he’s holding his tears. So sweet~~~~ Yuh was the one that composed thesong, so maybe he would felt more attached with the song than anyone else. But,I also see Tomo eyes are glistered, he did tried to hold the tears (>w<).As usual they gathered around the stage and holding each hands, the part that Ialways like from them. Tomo was talking and then looking at Rui on his rightside. I think Tomo was hoping for some words from Rui, but Rui was just blanklystaring at Tomo and smile. The crowds laugh and so do I (XDD). Tomo then askedUmi to say some words, but though the crowds were calling his name, Umi refusedto say some words (XP). They’re holding hands and stand up at the upper stage,it’s a small stage and I doubt they would fit there. The result, Umi wasfalling down after they jumped out! (XDDDD).

Before leaving, they throwsome picks and bottles of water. Tohya was giving his kiss to the crowds (XP).There are waving and throwing again before they all finally leaved. The big screenshow up writings from the members, that again I don’t understand (orz). Thecrowd calling each member’s name as the words showing up. I can only readTomo’s words since it’s in English, “I want to be the meaning of your life” andalso the end sweet message for the fans, “All of my little stars, welove…you,”. It breaks my heart (TwT).

Feuh…again my review onlycontains subjective feeling about the show and less about the music. Well, it’sbecause I don’t quite understand about music (:D), but I do know good musicwhen I heard it. And what vistlip has show is more than good, it was AWESOME!!They are so energetic! Their music is so energetic and that’s what become theirtrademark. I do enjoy each of their performances, not only to one person, butall of them. Along with the crowd, they were all enjoying the music (their bodywas moving along with the music). They are singing the lyrics, all of them. Iwas watching every single of them. It was fun, but also tiring! I guess I needto watch it all over again: first I would watch all of them, second I wouldonly enjoy the show, and third I would only focusing on Umi (XP). The DVD is soaddictive! I want to watch it again! They are also addictive! (X3). Also,somehow…I think…Yuh was looking beautiful at the whole show…I don’t know how Ican have the feeling. He’s just beautiful! His eyelashes were quite long (X3).

One thing I do realizedafter watching the show was how they have grown up. Their performance was moremature than Gather to Theater. The concept of the stage was also awesome,suiting to the theme of “Revelation Space”, the lights, the stage of the sets,all fits the theme. And after the last song was performed, I knew it, I’ll sayit, “Guys, you’ve all grown up and I’m so proud of you. I am proud of you!”

Too bad they cut someattractions from the real live. I want to see Umi-nii’s epic fall (XDD). Andalso the part of question box was separated in the behind the screen section,but it doesn’t get in to finish. It’s still hilarious, though (X3)

I just love the show. Ilove them! Don’t ever stop walking Five Barkin’ Animals! Will support youalways and always! Wasshoi!! (^O^).

A silent letter.

2011-10-18T16:24:00.000+07:00

Dear Umi-nii,

Today I was feeling disappointed with myself. Actually to be honest, I have experience the feeling for quite sometimes. And usually I can deal with it. But, not today. You know why? It's because of you.

You may not realize the meaning of your existence to me.

I've been looking up to you.

You are the strength for me. You are the one that bring me the spirit. You are the one that keep remind me to work hard. And I've fail to do so.

Now you understand why I can't easily ease the disappointed feeling? Because I was feeling ashamed. I feel ashamed with myself that can't be like you. I've look up to you, making you the source of my strength, the source of my spirit, but I didn't make it.

I'm sorry....

Happy Birthday My Love!

2011-10-17T12:28:00.000+07:00

My dear,

I'm so grateful with the day I've found you. And I'm so bless with the day you was born. You are the greatest gift that the mighty God has gave me. This love for you is the greatest feeling that I ever had. Loving you feel so naturally for me. It's like breathing the air. I can't live without breathing. I can't live without loving you.

You are my love, my sun, my life, my world. You are MY EVERYTHING.

This eyes are only seeing you. This mind is only thinking of you. This heart is only loving you.

Thank you for existing. Thank you for coming into my world. Thank you for making my cold and dark world shine. Thank you for making me love you. Thank you for just becoming you.

I love you now. I love you tomorrow. I love you then. I love you everyday. I love you always. I love you forever.

Happy birthday my love.
May God always bless you with happiness, good life, good health, and success.

I love you. I really do.

KiRaidesu.

vistlip: ORDER MADE update

2011-10-12T14:53:00.001+07:00

Updates on vistlip second album, ORDER MADE, release on December 14th, 2011.

Regular edition (first press with a trading card). Price: 3000 yen.
Limited edition (36 pages of booklet, lyric, and trading card). Price: 3600 yen.
Limited edition (with DVD of music clip from new song, the making of video, and a trading card). Price: 3600 yen.

This eventually update my earlier post. There's a slightly changes in the prices. But, it still expensive :D

Going to do deep thinking about this release ^^

"music clip from new song" --> means there'll be a new music video release? That's great!! This I can't wait! ^O^

Ganbaruyo, Umi-nii!

2011-10-06T18:22:00.000+07:00

Seeing Umi-nii's picture below, I just want to put a glass of warm coffee at the table and say to him, "ganbaruyo". It seems Umi-nii is working so hard, as a leader and also as one of the band's member. Wish I can really say the word to him. Wish I can really give him the coffee.
Ganbaruyo, Umi-nii. ^w^

[the picture is from Rui's blog].

Finally!

2011-10-06T11:04:00.001+07:00

Finally they have arrive~~~~~~ *gunyu-gunyu dance*
I've been waiting for so long and I believe they were also feeling the same, wanting to be with me asap (XD).
And here they are~~~~ My lovely ones~~~~

Actually they have arrived weeks ago, but I just have the time to show it off now (XP).
Okay, now let's see what I've got
.
The first one is: Versailles's Holy Grail album.

(I don't understand why the picture can rotate by itself).

The 1st Versailles album of mine (^^). I bought only the CD since I don't have enough money to bought the other tempting types orz BUT!! From the time I listen to the songs preview, I know that I've made a great deal! I'm glad I've bought this album! It's a great album!! I love it so much!! ^O^
I get the poster as a bonus from the online shop. Actually I was very late making the order and I thought I won't get that poster bonus. But again, the seller said I still can have it~~~ *gunyu-gunyu dance* And the poster is now stick comfortably beside Mina-sama poster and Kimi's drawing picture (X3). Yokoso, guys!

It's lean...I know. There's 2 reason: I'm not holding the camera correctly or it's because I'm having cylindrical over my eyes that I can't stick things straightly (XP).

From the album, I get Masashi's card. Yay! I was hoping for Kamijo or Teru, but then I realize Masashi is one of my favorite members. So I'm happy getting his card.

And....of course....looking at the picture below almost make me nose bleeding.... >.<

Master~~~ Why you can be looking so cocky yet adorable at the same time!! XDD

Continue to the next one is... Linkin Park's album: A Thousand Suns.
My sister was kinda surprised knowing I bought the album, since she thought I never listen to any songs beside "that uncertain Japanese songs" (XD). Well, Linkin Park is my most favorite western band. I know I've been far away from them since the day I discover Japanese songs. But I always try to follow their news, though I haven't done it quite well too. This album has been out for some time, and I've just bought it recently. Lame!! (XD). The album isn't disappointing though the sound still differ from Breaking the habit or Meteora. The songs and the music kinda the same like Minutes to Midnight, which I less to like. A Thousand of Sun is lighter than Minutes to Midnight though, that's why I'm liking it more than the later.

I like the front cover because it's abstract and not showing the face of the band's member. That's what I call a band! (XD). One lacking thing from it is....the blurry words!! I can't read the lyrics! I can listen to the songs to know the words, but I wanna enjoy singing along by reading the lyrics. Sigh..the concept is great but it's also troubling me...

Linkin Park also show what a great band they are by words saying that they want to make music that suits their desire and not only for commercial things. They want to make music that they love. Don't matter it doesn't suit general taste. I think it's a great and daring thing to be done by a band that well known by the whole world. But, I believe they will always have faithful fans to support them.

Next and the most that make me smiling widely and rolling on the floor happily is.... vistlip!!!

I've said that I will support them in anyway that I can, so this is the support I'm doing (^^). The red one is their first full album, Theater (with DVD) and the below one is Sindra (CD only), their latest single. At first I order only CD type for Theater, but I found out that the type doesn't have the song I like the most, their anthem: Five Barkin Animals. The other type with DVD has it, so I bought it. I don't have the right player for Japanese DVD, and I can't play it on local DVD, that's the reason why I never bought Japanese DVD. I was using my office laptop to watch the movie and.....MY DEAR GOD!!! I'm glad I order this type!!! The DVD consist of Theater of Envy PV and the making of it. And the video making was so hilarious!!! I've watched the bug version, but I haven't watched the version where Rui was slip while shooting the video or that Umi was bullying Tomo at the end of the video. It's so hilarious and I'm not bored watching it over and over! They really entertain me! (XD).

I bought Sindra from other fans. And I get Yuh's card. I was hoping to get Umi...but Yuh is also fine (XP). Lately I've also been looking up at Yuh. Somehow he's looking cool and mature...when I get Yuh's card I was thinking: "What the hell with me and Yuh?" (XD).

I was wondering what was Yuh doing? I ask Ree-chan (the previous owner of the CD) the meaning of the words at the back of the card. She said that Yuh was demonstrating an acrobat act of Jumping high and hitting a table of glass. He said not to do that because it's dangerous. Err...Yuh, who the hell want to do that anyway?? (XDD). At first I was thinking he's hanging and swinging around there to imitate a monkey (XP).

And...and...and...and... I try hard not to scream....I really do. So I several times hit the bed instead.

UMI-NII!!!!!! *Q*
No matter how looking scary you are, you always look cool and adorable to me!!! ^3^
I adore him so much!! And I've found out the one that make music for Chapter: Ask was none than the one: Umi-nii!! Now I'm loving the song more and more!! Umi-nii's music is so beautiful and elegant! That's what I feel when listening to the song. It's so elegant, great, awesome, just like what I feel if Umi would make a work. I feel that Umi-nii always want to make a "right music", not only for fun. I can feel it inside the music he's made! Good job, Umi-nii!!!

It's a very long post! I hope people won't get bored reading this very subjective post. Then again, that if there's anyone who would read it (XD). I know I should have made my personal review about Holy Grail, A Thousand Suns, and Theater (I've made one for Sindra). But, lately I've lost my interest to make those personal reviews. I think I haven't made a best and serious reviews. I only made it based on my own feeling, and I feel it's not right. I should have review it from the musical side, the instruments, and the lyric. I haven't done from those side. I do know that the title is "personal review" so it's okay if I put more personal thoughts to it. But still, I keep feeling I haven't made a right one. Maybe I will make the review someday, but for now, I don't feel to make one (^^v).

Sate...that's the thing I've been around with. I play the CD over and over and in turns. I never get bored. This little happiness that I've cherish so much!

Thank you, God!!

A calling from the dark.

2011-10-05T09:11:00.001+07:00

I'm feeling gloomy today.
Things happen around me.
And at time like this, I miss you who always cynical with life. Cynical keep us alive, right?
I miss our mockery about life and the people.
I miss our teasing and sharing our crazy thoughts.
I miss being inside the darkness with you.
I wonder...have you walk into the light now?
I haven't.
I like the darkness. It's where I belong. It's where I can be myself. It's where I've found you.
So, I'm staying inside this darkness. Hoping that someday, I will found you again.

Best regards,
KiRaidesu

I am what I am!

2011-10-04T15:44:00.000+07:00

Last Saturday was one of my college friends wedding. I've went there with my friends. We have so much fun. For a moment I can think and feel about other things than work. I was thinking that hanging out with old friends was one way to "escape" or "running away" from real life XP

But, there's one thing that annoyed me that time.
The question why I didn't wore the same outfit with the rest of my friends, though the bride has give the material to me. Yes, I didn't wore it.

Why?
Because I hate the material and mostly because I hate to wear girly outfit.

The bride aka my friend said that she's disappointed that I didn't wore the material. Another co-workers also said that I don't respect the couple with not doing the bride's request. Well... I'm sorry for being rude but...I don't give a damn care!!

I've said it from the beginning that I don't want to wear the material. Though she insisted to give it to me, I won't ever wore it. I even won't wore it inside my dream. I've inform her, so don't blame me when I don't wore it. I am someone that won't do something that I don't want. No matter how people beg me, if I don't like it then I won't do it.

I should have do it for her happiness, you said? It's her day, so I should make her happy, you said? I want to make her happy, but not by sacrifice my own pleasure. I'm happy for her wedding. I can't be that happy if I wore the outfit. Which one do you choose?

I hate it when people told me what I should wear, what I should do, what I should do for being a girl. For your information: I hate being a girl!! I hate girls stuff. I hate girl's clothes. So, don't forced me if you don't want me to start hating you. Also, I'm already hate my self, please don't make me more hating it.

I like what I am now. I like my look now. I am what I am. This is me. I won't bug you so don't bug me. Let's just live happily in our own world, shall we? *handshake*

Happy Birthday Leader-sama!!

2011-10-03T11:33:00.001+07:00

I've just realize that I never make any post about other member of L'Arc~en~Ciel on their's birthday. I only make for hyde XDDD

So, I made this post.

Happy birthday Leader-sama~~~~ aka tetsuya-san!! Wasshoi!! ^O^
Wishing you all the best: long life, happiness, health, success, and fortune. Why fortune? So he would stop put high prices for every L'Arc~en~Ciel's products X3

Happy birthday, leader! Will be counting on you now, then, and forever. Lead us always! Good luck our way!!

Happy birthday Otousan!

2011-10-02T11:28:00.000+07:00

October 2nd, 2011 is my decease father's birthday. If he's still alive, he would be 73 years old. I can't imagine his look with the age neither his appearance. Yes, I can't since he's not here anymore.

I don't have good memory about father. I think I've forget some memories during my childhood as the impact of his death. I lost him when I was little, maybe around 1st or 2nd grade of elementary school. Me and sister sometimes is still debating about the exact time (XP)

My father was a handsome guy. I remember thinking that when I grow up and want to get married, I want to marry a man that looking like him XP

My memory about father is like pieces of puzzle. I can't really remember it full, only some pieces that felt more like a dream. I remember when father ride my bicycle in order to make me happy. I remember he carried me on his arms when one of my earring was taken by bad guys. I was crying and blood run down from my wounded ear. I remember when he chased me with a broom because I was naughty. I hide under the table that time. I was so afraid and thought why he had to be so cruel wanting to hit me with a broom. Years later I've found out from my sister that father was actually smiling at that time. He was teasing me. I didn't see him smiling since I only saw his feet from under the table. This truth quite give me a shocked because I always feel father doesn't like me. He only like my sister.

Sweet memory I've still remember about father was when I always dressed up well every afternoon and hurried to the door to greet him home from office. I would took his bag, took his hand and walked together to the house. It was my ritual every afternoon. When he died, I cried and said: "What would we say to his friends when they come to pick him up for office?". I also remember when I slept on his lap and he would caress my back until I go to sleep. I love it when he caress my back. It's my favorite times with him. After he's gone, the ritual was done by my brothers. But, it doesn't feel the same.

My name was made by my father and sister. I used to hate my name. It's too long, hardly to spell, and it's like a male name. Thanks to the name, I was on the male student list for 6 years! I always feel embarrassed when I had to deal with people faces when they were confused to see the owner of the name. Also my sister said my first name was almost the same like her. But since sister has used it, father decided to change it. I was becoming to hate him and sister because of that. Then sister told the history of my name. It was composed from my birth month and my grandmother's name, my father's mother. Father made up my name from his mother name. Since then I'm loving my name, though how long it is, though how hardly to spell it is, though how looking like a male's name, I love my name.

I wonder what he would say if he see the me now? Would he be surprised or has he expected that I would grew up like this?

Wonder does father knows it when he made up my name, a male name for his daughter. He knows he won't be around to see me growing up, that's why he made me a male name, so I would grow up strong when he won't be around anymore. If that so, you've made it father. I've grow up quite strong, even I've grow up just becoming like the name... a male (XD).

Once my 2nd brother accidentally wrote sister name using my spelling name. I protested to him and said, "It's mine! Don't use it on her!!" (XD).

My name is my father's living legacy for me.That's one reason why I never use my real name on my social media account, I don't want it to used or miss spell by other. Except for Facebook, since that account is more for formal things (X3).

Since I've lost my memories about father. I've also lost my feeling for him. I can't say that I love him, because I don't feel his love. Once I read words from comic about a daughter's feeling for her deceased parents, "How can I cry for someone that I don't remember?". The feeling suits me. I can't cry for my father, because I don't feel strong bond with him. I don't have memories about him. I can't love him since I don't remember his love for me. Everything change after I know the truth. I'm really a stupid kid! I know it's too late now, but I've grow my feeling for him.

Dear father, I'm sorry I haven't love you in the way I should. I'm sorry I was late to have the feeling. I'm sorry I've been miss judging your attitude. I'm sorry I might won't see you in heaven since I haven't been a good person on earth. I'm really sorry.

Happy birthday my beloved father.
I love you. I really do.
Rest in peace. Sweet dreams.

vistlip funny Q & A

2011-10-01T15:23:00.000+07:00

A friend post this article on V.I.P.LIST group on Facebook. I can't stand not sharing it here. It's so hilarious!! The interview was taken at JapanExpo in 2009.

Q: What animal would you liken other members to, and why?

A. Tomo.

Yuh - a cat called Sphynx, because he's slim.

Umi - Chupacabra. Looks just like it!

Rui - Prairie dog, because he's always looking around.

Tohya - White bear, because he's white and looks like a bear.

[me: Tomo's answer is making sense and really fits to each member descriptions, except for Tohya, "white bear, because he's white and looks like a bear". XDDDDDDD].

A. Yuh.

Tomo - Monkey. Everyone says so, don't they?

Umi - Nurarihyon, because he's a king of monsters.

Rui - Sloth. The name tells it all!!

Tohya - Tapir, because he seems easygoing.

[me: Yuh-san, how do you know Tapir is an easy going animal like Tohya?? XDDDDD].

A. Umi.

Tomo - Monkey, as you can see.

Yuh - Bird, as you can see.

Rui - Iguana, as you can see.

Tohya - Dolphin, as you can see.

[me: Yeah!! Umi-nii, you rocks!! His answer describe everyone in the most simple and understandable way! XDDDDDDDDDDD].

A. Rui.

Tomo - Monkey, because he looks like it.

Yuh - Bird, because he looks like a chick.

Umi - Beast, as you can see.

Tohya - Dog. He has an image of friendly type.

[me: Rui-san, bird resembles Yuh because he looks like a chick. What "chick" do you mean? Chick for chicken or chick for girls calling? XDDDDDDD].

A. Tohya.

Tomo - Lion. He's worthy of a king.

Yuh - Leopard, only because he's slender.

Umi - Rockhopper penguin, only the head.

Rui - Giraffe. He's a nonchalant type.

[me: Tohya, what's with Rockhopper penguin head that resembles Umi? XDDDDDDDD].

Mostly they agree that Tomo is looking like a monkey and that Umi is so scary that every scary looking animals fits him XDDD

Help! They are killing me!! XDDD

vistlip on the move

2011-09-30T14:12:00.000+07:00

Yeah, beside having lives, working on the live DVD and new album, vistlip is also busy with some activities such as: event stores, interviews, covering on magazines, and model clothing. Here are some results of the activities.

Tomo in Rock and Read vol. 37

Umi in Rock and Read vol. 38 (only the preview).

Umi, Yuh, and Rui in V!NYL SYNDICATE vol. 23

Above is a free publication. It means it's free and not for sale. I think the magazine is available at designed stores and shoppers can have it for free. They don't do any online shipping...too bad :(
They are looking AWESOME!! >w<

vistlip at Superlovers event

And these are the design of the cloth.

They are looking very busy... I'm glad and also happy. They are working hard. I'd like to support them, but I don't have enough cash to buy all those things :D
Even so, I will always support them with prayers. Go! Go! Go! Five Barkin' Animals!! ^O^

Until Death Do Us Apart (manga)

2011-09-28T11:43:00.000+07:00

Until death do us apart is a manga series which the story isn't resemble the title XP and that's what make it interesting for me. To be honest, this series don't attract me at first. Because of the title, I thought it's a romance drama and cheesy story. I was fully wrong XP

The story is about Toyama Haruka, a young girl that being chase because she can predict the future. When she's being driven to a place, she meets this blind swordsman, Hijikata Mamoru. Haruka gets out from the car and ask Mamoru to save her. Haruka offers diamonds and pearls as the payment for Mamoru's protection and "until death do us apart" as the time limit of the protection. Mamoru was surprised but eventually do the offer. Mamoru beats the bad guys that chase down Haruka. And when Mamoru asked her where was her parents, Haruka break down and cried.

That's the opening story. Since then Haruka joins Mamoru's team in fighting criminals. Haruka's ability is very useful in completing every mission they have, but Mamoru also often refused to trust it. Mamoru only believes his own ability, and if he get killed it's mean he doesn't have enough ability and not because he doesn't trust Haruka's predictions.

Mamoru not only facing people that hunt for Haruka. But he also had to face big criminal syndicate and not often make his life in danger. Though very quiet, loves to sleep and sweet foods, but Mamoru is a strict and doesn't hesitant to kill his opponent in vicious way. Once Sierra, a female soldier sign to guard her, has asked Haruka to leave Mamoru and go with her instead to live peaceful life. Haruka refuses and Sierra demanding explanation for her refusal. With blushing face Haruka said because Mamoru is her future husband. The answer make Sierra and Igawa (the computer expert that always help Mamoru) become shocked. Thus make Igawa understand the oath Haruka has said on her first meeting with Mamoru.

I like the growing relationship between Mamoru and Haruka, especially with the fighting scenes. Though I think the issues with the criminal syndicate is going to far and long. I can't follow who has the attention for Haruka and who isn't. The issues are mixing and with many characters, it makes me dizzy when it gets to the talking scenes (:D). And even though Haruka consider Mamoru as her future husband, I can't feel the same way XP I think the relationship between the two are more like brother and sister. And I believe Mamoru is also feeling the same XP

Sadly this series taking long time to get release here. I'm eagerly wanting to read the next chapter!!

Until death do us apart is the work by Takashige Hiroshi & DOUBLE-S

vistlip update! (release).

2011-09-26T13:12:00.000+07:00

Update for releases from vistlip.
On October 19th, 2011, vistlip will release a live DVD: [Revelation Space]. The DVD will also include the one man live at Zepp Tokyo from July 7th, 2011.
Here's the preview of the DVD cover:

And they play my favorite songs: Ozone, Dead Cherry, Five Barkin' Animals, Lion Heart, SINDRA, and Hameln. Wasshoi!! I really can't wait for this!

For their 2nd full album, the title is ORDER MADE and will be release on December 14th, 2011. There are 3 types of album:

Limited Edition vister (CD+DVD). Price: 3780 yen.
Limited Edition lipper (CD+ 36 pages booklet). Price: 3780 yen.
Regular Edition (CD). Price: 3150 yen.

Details will come soon...I hope :D

Umi-nii...why do you have to make 3 different versions?? Furthermore, I know that each versions will have different kind of song lists. So eventually the fans have to buy all three to get the complete release *crying alone at the corner*.

September to October release (so far).

2011-09-23T15:53:00.002+07:00

I'm quite late making this post. I should have made it at the beginning of September. Oh well better late than never. And this only for my own reminder about what excitement I would have days ahead :)

September 21st, 2011.

Acid Black Cherry has release a new single: Pistol. The single consist of 2 songs, Pistol and a recreation track. The release also mark the start of 5 months continuously release from him. And though Yasu still hasn't mention the exact time, but he will release a new album on 2012.
[picture credits: LJ].

September 28th, 2011.

SID will release a new single: Itsuka. The single consist of 3 songs: two are new songs and one is a song from their live. Itsuka will be their first single after the release of Dead Stock (2nd album). I already like Itsuka, especially the video. The video concept is interesting!

October 5th, 2011.

Angelo will release a new album: Babel. The album is special because they don't release any single before it. This make me very curious about the songs in the album. The 2 new member has also give their participation in the album, and I'm really anxious to listen what kind of music they will give.

[picture credits: LJ].

October 12th, 2011.

L'Arc~en~Ciel will release a new single: X X X. I like the song but not the video. The video is too slow and full with blonde girls. I can't clearly watch mina-sama because of the girls.

[picture credits: LJ].

October 19th, 2011.

Acid Black Cherry will release another single: Shangrila. But, what I mostly waiting for is the release of vistlip DVD: Revelation Space!! ^O^ This release that had made me not buying Mina-sama's single...gomen ne :D I don't know where I would watch it, but the important thing is I have it! XDDD *baka* I can't wait for the date to come, for my copy of the DVD to come...please be hurry~~~

The value of silence for Finns

2011-09-21T10:53:00.000+07:00

It happens again.... The guessing about where and what would Kimi be doing next year. The fans and the media are guessing, analyzing, watching, assuming...but the man himself still hasn't say anything. Rumors are spreading out and to be honest I'm tired with rumors. So, I'll just wait for Kimi to speak himself (or maybe email me if he has time XP)

Anyway....the silence of Kimi has been well known. And not only him, but Finnish people are like that. They cherish silence (X3). I've quote the descriptions below from a Finnish fan at FB group.

"There's an old saying in Finnish that translates as: Speech is silver but silence is gold. Frivolity in conversation is not an attribute valued here. If it isn't important, or the answer is obvious, then keep quiet. Also be aware that you can talk in church and even at a funeral but in the sauna silence is not only gold. It is 24 carat."

I laugh hard reading the above words. I know that Finns love sauna so much, but never thought it would be that valuable for them (X3).

Also, below is a story to reinforce the above quotes.

An elderly married couple are at home in their kitchen. The husband is reading his newspaper while sitting at the kitchen table. His wife is sitting in a wooden rocking chair knitting another pair of woolly socks for one of their grandchildren. They have been sitting in silence for some time when the wife looks over to her husband and says:

"You know Matti, you never say you love me." Matti looks up from his newspaper, thinks about this statement for a minute and then replies carefully.

"50 years ago, when we married, I told you I loved you. If the situation changes I'll let you know."

So fudging sweet!!! >w<
I'm smiling after reading the story!

My dearest one, Kimi. I do feel the same. I still love you from the day I fall in love with you. And I will be still loving you now, then, tomorrow, and forever!

^3^

L'Arc~en~Ciel new look and new single!

2011-09-10T14:16:00.001+07:00

I have so many posts to make...but this one absolutely came first!

L'Arc~en~Ciel will release a new single on October 12th, 2011!!! The title is XXX (read: kisu kisu kisu). The track list are:

XXX
I'm so happy -L'Accoustic version-
XXX (hydeless version)
I'm so happy -L'Accoustic version- (hydeless version)

XXX..kisu..kisu..kisu...mmm...I really curious how the song going to be...naughty perhaps? X3
And this is just so fudging great!! I can't wait for the release.
But, sadly I'm going to skip it this time... :D I've planned to buy something on October. The release of this single is like a test for me, but I've made up my mind (also have order the stuff).

And...this is their new look!!! *Q*

What the....okay guys...confess to me! Who's ides is this?!!! hyde? ken? tet-chan?? yukkie-kun won't ever came up with this idea! I'm sure of it! X3
And coincidentally, the look really suit for my upcoming FF!! XD I was just writing the story last night and this morning the picture came! What a beautiful coincidence! Now I don't have to look for any proper picture. This one suit the most! X3

The golden apple hyde's holding reminds me of the golden apple on the Greek/Roman's myth. The God and Goddess were fighting each other to get it. Whoever get it will be label as the most beautiful one. And now hyde is holding the golden apple. He's the winner! He's the most beautiful one! Even God and Goddess are beaten by him XDDDDDD

That's why hyde is looking so cocky like that: ken and tet-chan were fighting for him and in other hand he'a also having the golden apple. hyde...you are the best!!! XDDDDDD

SID new look!

2011-09-04T14:55:00.000+07:00

SID shall release a new single this September. The title is [Itsuka].
And for celebrating the release, SID has also reveal their new look.
Here they are:

The single's picture:

Mao-kun looks skinny and a bit manly XP

Aki looks cool! I like his hair style :)

Yuuya looks young, like a young scoundrel! X3

*gulp* Why PINK, Shinji? O_O

New fan fiction story is up! ^^

2011-09-02T11:46:00.000+07:00

New fan fiction story is up. Well, I've posted two of them at my LJ. But, the new one is add with picture and prologue so hopefully readers could understand the content of the story.

And here they are:

1. Destiny of The Lovers 2 (Versailles FF)
2. Happy Birthday Yuh! (vistlip FF).
3. Sam Winchester: He's My Brother (Supernatural FF).
4. Dean Winchester: He's My Brother (Supernatural FF).
5. My Dear (a fans PV story script).

Hope people can enjoys it :)

Happy Ied Mubarak 1432 H

2011-08-30T20:51:00.000+07:00

Happy Ied Mubarak 1432 H for all the moslem people in the whole wide world.
May Allah SWT always bless us. May all of our good deeds can be acceptable. May our sins can be forgiven. May we all can meet again in the next of Ramadan month. Amen :)

I haven't done my best (again) within this year of Ramadan. But, I would also say that I've improved something, though just a tiny bit :)
I can hold my desire better than last year. But, I still can't hold the feeling of anger, depressed, and jealousy. I also still moaning, demanding, lazying, and protesting, instead of being grateful to Allah SWT.

But, I do grateful. I'm grateful that I'm a moslem, though not also that quite strong ^^;
For me, Islam is the most beautiful religion in the world. It gives me peace and comfort. And I know that Allah SWT will always be there for me. I might neglect Allah sometimes, but I can't ever turn away.
And the view that mostly can touch my heart is the view of people doing the prayer together. It feels majestic :)

Anyway, I'll quit my babbling now.
Happy Ied Mubarak~~~~~ May Allah SWT bless us all :)

Just saying...

2011-08-30T07:26:00.000+07:00

You may see what I'm doing was wrong, that I should not have react like this.
You can call me anything: dickhead, dumb ass, asshole, cold blood, etc. I don't care.
I don't give a damn.
I just don't want to pretend that there's no problem.
I don't want to smile when I don't feel to.
I don't want you to be happy by doing something I don't like.
You may kiss that bitch ass and I will keep being like now.

You may say that I'm not a children anymore, that I have to act more adult.
You're right. I'm not a children that can be seduced with money and gifts.
Do you think that will be enough?
HELL NO!
It won't ever be enough for the things you've done in the past, for the trouble you've caused, for the hurt and pain you gave, and for the neglect you've done.
I'm not a children so that's why I can think clearly.
I don't like when you pushing me around, wanting me to do what pleased you.
I don't like you pretend, smiling, and acting as if you don't know what's the problem. Dumb ass!

They may forgive and accept what you're doing now.
But, I won't. I won't ever forgive you, especially after what you've done now... I won't ever forgive you.
You may keep hoping and they may become your support. I won't take any part.
You may do whatever you like, but keep off from me.
You don't have to worry or bother with me.
I still approve to breathe the same air with you, but I'm not giving a promise that you and the bitch won't become a thin air to my eyes.

Enjoy your day. And I will also enjoy mine.

E.M.P.T.Y = The Answer

2011-08-28T14:45:00.000+07:00

I finally find the answer of the empty feeling.
Today, I've watched an interview of Oprah with J.K. Rowling. And the famous author has said it all for me.

"When you feeling sad, you can cry. But, not when you're feeling depressed. You would feel empty and hopeless."

And that's the answer, why I was feeling empty? It's because I was depressed!!
Yay! At least now I know what's happening to me XP

Angelo's new and complete look!

2011-08-28T13:47:00.002+07:00

Here's the new and complete look of Angelo, with 5 members!!
I agree with the hope that they would be more visual. I do hope so! :)

They are looking great! Even so, I still feeling bit strange to see Angelo with 5 members. But, as a good fans, I would absolutely give them a chance :)

*picture's credits: Angelo's LJ Fan Base.

Angelo: 5 members

2011-08-27T22:33:00.001+07:00

I was very surprised with the news I've read on twitter.
I quickly checked the LJ fan base and also a site that I regularly visit to get news about J-Rock's world.
And it's official... Angelo has sign in 2 new members!!!

They are: Kiryu (ex- D'espairsRay) and Giru (ex-Vidoll). Both will be the guitarist.
I feel sorry for the additional guitarist that has been working with Angelo for all this time....
Also it means impossible for the other ex-members of Pierrot to join the band. It's impossible for Pierrot's resurrection now...

And to be honest... I really know nothing about the new members. I've heard the name of the old bands though, both bands were just breaking up. The news about the breaking ups have shocked the fans. I bet the news of them joining Angelo would also give the same effect (^^).

Still I'm very anxious to hear Angelo's new works with the new members. They will release new album on August 5th, 2011 with the title: [BABEL]. But, I don't know whether Kiryu and Giru has give participation in the album or not. Anyway, I just can't wait!!

Congratulations Angelo! Congratulations Kirito-san! And... Good luck! Best wishes for you!

p.s. Now I have to look a new picture to replace the old picture of Angelo on my blog (XP).

E.M.P.T.Y.

2011-08-27T09:40:00.000+07:00

I was feeling empty through out this week. I felt that my heart have lost something. But, I also don't know what was I've lost. I know the reason what made me feel like that, though. It has been a stressed week for me! >.< And it will be still sressed for weeks to come. I won't feel relief before we have the Grand Meeting, which would might depend my steps in the future. Kowai ne~~~ Yeah, it's throbbing and that's why I have the empty feeling.

And when I was feeling like that, I put on SINDRA by vistlip. And guess what? I felt that I wanted to cry! Seriously, I was inside the bus and my eyes were starting to get teary as the song played. I quickly said to myself, "What the fudge?!!". The song has really struck my feeling. I know the meaning of the song, it's about the band that has decide to walk again. The song is their first step of returning and continue to pursuit their dreams.

With the song, they are saying that they've walk again while I was thinking the opposite way. I was thinking to stop walking. I was feeling tired and need to go somewhere to ease my mind aka running away. That's why I almost cried when I heard the song. Because I was feeling guilty, lame, confused, scared, worried, chicken, and losing confidence with myself. I don't know what to do. I was feeling alone. I was feeling embarassed with myself that had the thinking of running away from life, even to stopped walking. I felt embarassed... How could I stop when they are start to walking?

In the end, I didn't cried, not even single of tears, even when I reached home (usually I will burried myself under the pillow and cried ^^;).

I stiil have all those feeling though. But, also a bit calm. I realize that there's no point to keep worrying. I just have to face whatever happen. I try to see the positive from all of it and do the best that I can. Hopefully Allah will bless my way :)

Many thanks vistlip! If isn't for the song, SINDRA. I might be really stop walking. Love you guys more and more!

My Saviors

2011-08-26T09:43:00.000+07:00

There were times when I want to give up, to quit walking, to condemned myself, to arrived at the point where I hate myself. And these people have saved me, they are my saviors :)

hyde-sama with his song, "Prayer". The words from the song have saved me from the feeling to "end everything".

Mao-kun with his words, "If you think [this is tough] even once halfway, you'll lose. Clear your heart and keep thinking of happy things".

Umi-nii with his spirits and scary look as if he'll get very mad if I give up ^^;

The one that has saved me for so many times. He has saved me just with being himself. I love him with all my heart. He's my world, he's my life, he's my everything. I love him till the world's end.

In the memorial of Jasmine You

2011-08-09T08:57:00.000+07:00

It’s been 2 years since YOU are gone. But, I never feel YOU far. I always feel YOU are close. As if YOU will be there whenever I turn around.

Then again, YOU are really there. YOU will always there each time I remember. YOU will always live inside my heart, inside my memories. It’s the place YOU won’t ever disappear. It’s the place where I can always see YOU.

Sweet dreams beautiful YOU. YOU will always be love. YOU will always be miss.

RIP to Jasmine You. The bassist and eternal member of Versailles.

vistlip - SINDRA [personal interpretation]

2011-08-07T16:01:00.000+07:00

A friend made a great interpretation about SINDRA, the recent single from vistlip. It made me shiver when I read the definition. But, after I think about it again, if the interpretation was true, then it's kinda sad. Since it would mean "attacking" the fans.

So I take time to watch again the video and made my own interpretation. Remember, it's MY OWN INTERPRETATION. I don't know about the real one. I've asked Umi-nii and Yuh..but they didn't answer it *cries*
Well, this is my interpretation about the scene on the video.

First of all, it's very obvious that SINDRA tells about vistlip come back after last year accident, and the scene are there to support the theme. The opening scene when it showed them walking has clearly represented it. It means they have started to walk again.

The scene of each member.
1. Rui with the typewriter. I see it as Rui was ready to type something, either the journey that the band would be making again, song lyrics, music, or the band's plans for the future: lives, tours, interviews, and photos session schedule.

2. Umi with the camera. I see it as a sign that they will be surely active again, and doing photo session is one of the way for it.

3. Tohya and the cake. I see it as a sign they would again have a feast during all their activities.

4. Yuh and the mirror. I see it as Yuh leaving his past (his reflection on the mirror) to start walking again. It can be seen through the scene when Yuh is leaving while his reflection stays inside the mirror.

5. Tomo and the hairdryer. I see it as Tomo is getting ready to get active again. He's dressing himself up and add with the confidence look on his face, he's telling everyone that he's ready.

6. The scene when they watch the fish (Arwana) swim. I see it as if they represent themselves as the fish. The fish keep swimming, because it's what the fish can only do. So, vistlip will still be making music, because it's what they can and want to do.

7. The scene with the moving clock. Well of course it shows that vistlip's time has start to ticking again. They are back and they are ready to start everything again. The moving clock and the five of them in one scene has clear the meaning.

8. The last scene that shows empty room and also empty aquarium. I see it as now they all have going outside to start again the journey. As for the fish, maybe it has also start a new journey on the sea or maybe inside the band's stomach...who knows? (XDD).

And so, that's my own interpretation about the message in SINDRA. Don't matter is it right or wrong, I made this just to show how I honor and appreciate the band. I love the band. I love them and will always support them.

Ganbatte Five Barkin Animals!

Credits goes to the friend that has share her interpretations, so I can come up with my own (^^v)

Happy Birthday Umi! (fan fiction)

2011-08-03T10:15:00.000+07:00

Here I am...still in the mood of vistlip (^^).
After making a short (and lame) video for Umi-nii's birthday, now I've made a (lame) fan fiction bout the band's way to celebrate his birthday. And strangely, I LOVE THE STORY!! (XDD). How can there be a narcissistic writer like me??

If anyone interested to read it, go here.
Happy birthday, Umi-nii~~~~

1 year ago.... [vistlip]

2011-08-01T10:45:00.000+07:00

Tomo and Yuh has made a post on July 30th, 2011. The post were quite sad. At first I didn't get it with Yuh's post, he mentioned about "one year...", and Tomo posted that he was crying. EH??? What's going on here?? So I lurked around the net and then found the answer.....

July 30th, 2011 was the one year of the terrible accident that had cost their manager's life. I knew it...they still carrying the broken heart. Well, I can understand that. It must be very hard and shocking for them. My best wishes are with them.

And so I wish I can tell them how they've become precious for me. I've read some interviews about them, sharing info with other fans, seeing their live videos, lurking on their pictures, all of it make me feel amazed with them. They have the spirit, the energy, the skill, the charm, they can make it! I'm sure they can make it! They are the 2nd band who I wanted to watch their live. Their live was so great! Awesome and full of energy! Their best performance are when doing the live!!

I realize I'm going more and more deep with them. I even lost my interest to what I usually like (^^). BUT! It's because they deserve it! They are working hard, and I want to support them in anyway I can. That's why, I'll be putting them second in my favorite voices :)

I love you, guys! I really do. I admire you and this feeling growing deep day by day. I wish I can tell you that. I also hope this and many other messages I've sent can reach you somehow. Hope you know how much your existence are important, not only for me but also to everyone.

Let's walk to the light together :)

Happy 5th Anniversary (^3^)

2011-07-31T09:19:00.001+07:00

It’s the 5^th year since I give the pledge. And through those years, my feeling has been ups and downs.

My feeling was down when I can’t see him, when I don’t know where he was and what he’s doing. I felt he’s being drag away from me, that I would lose him. Though I tried to keep up with the world he’s living, but I still know nothing.

Still, I love him so much. When I finally see him, the love was born again. The love become new again and I’ve fall in love with him all over again. I know and realize that I do love him so much.

Thank you for keep being at my sight, so I can still see you, so I can still feel you around, so I can still love you. I will always love you.

Happy 5^th anniversary! ^3^

Happy Birthday Yuh~~~~

2011-07-28T11:22:00.001+07:00

Today is the birthday of another vistlip guitarist, Yuh.
Otanjoubi omedetou Yuh-san~~~~

To be honest, I always think that Yuh is the most strange looking member. Even from Umi-nii (^^)
But, sometimes also he can be looking like a royal blood, just like in the picture

And he has a nice smile. a nice laughter, and a nice guitar playing. Yuh-san seems to play soft and high melodies, while the hard and rocking one is Umi-nii's part. I found Yuh-san's tones are quite beautiful. I'm waiting for another great works from him :)

Happy birthday, Yuh-san. Wishing you'll have a long happy and successful live! Wasshoi! ^O^

RIP Isshi (ex-vocalist of Kagrra)

2011-07-27T09:20:00.000+07:00

At the beginning of this week, I get a shocking news. Isshi, ex-vocalist of Kagrra has passed away. He passed away on July 18th, 2011, a week after his death was formally announced. I was surely feeling surprised with the news. Ishhi seemed to be doing okay, he's not sick. Also, after Kagrra disband, Isshi has been making new project as a solo artist. He's making a new journey. His sudden death can only mean one thing on my mind: suicide.

But, the true caused of his death hasn't been reveal or maybe it won't ever be reveal. That's fine with me. I don't care the caused of it, since whatever it is, it won't change the feeling. Isshi won't be around anymore.

To be honest, I'm not a faithful listener of Kagrra. Yes, I like their music, their style, and of course, I like Isshi's voice. But, I haven't known much about them and their music. Even so, I still feel the lost. I'll pray for his soul, may he can rest in peace. I'll pray for his family and friends, may they all can be strong through the hard days. It's so sad to lost someone because of death. But, like a friend once said on twitter, "It (death) will surely come, we can only hope it won't be that soon,". Yes, it will come to everyone of us. So, let's just live the best we can before the time come. I think Isshi has done that, he has live the best he can.

Rest in peace, Isshi. Sayounara.

[About] vistlip

2011-07-26T15:01:00.001+07:00

I know I should have made this post before the band celebrate its 4^th anniversary. But, it’s better late than never (^^). And here’s some short review about their history that I manage to get from Wikipedia and some fans blog.

The story started when Tomo (vocal), Rui (bass), and Yuh (guitar) were thinking to made a new band. Then they contacted Umi (guitar) to join them. At first, Umi was uncertain though the three has shown “Edy” to him. Even so, the three were very confidence that Umi would join them in the end. The confidence become reality, Umi joined them and also brought Tohya (drums). The complete member was finally formed on July 7^th, 2007.

The members:

Tomo (13/1/1986) – vocal, is the most usual looking member (XD).
Rui (15/10/1985) – bass, is the most good looking member (:3).
Umi (20/7/1983) – guitar, leader, big brother, is the most scary looking member (^3^).
Yuh (28/7/1983) – guitar, is the most strange looking member (XD).
Tohya (3/1/1986) – drums, is the most cheerful member (^^).

Yuh has explained about the origin of the name, “vistlip”. It’s a combination from “vista” and “lip”. I guess the meaning is “beautiful words from the lip”? (XD). Yuh also has said it firmly that the name must write in lower caps. If not then it won’t suit with the combination. The “t” is the separator between the two words. Oh my, Yuh is being so artistic with the name just like with his signature. At “Gather to the Theater” backstage documentary, Yuh has shown his signature that can be read “yuh” upside down. He said, “Sugoi ne?” and I was agreeing with him, “Yes, it’s super sugoi!” (XD).

Enough, with my babbling, here is their list of discography (as can also be seen on Wikipedia).

Singles

"Sara" (September 3, 2008)
"Alone" (October 8, 2008)
"Drop Note" (November 5, 2008)
"Ozone" (August 5, 2009)
"Strawberry Butterfly" (May 12, 2010)
"Hameln" (July 7, 2010)
"SINDRA" (June 1, 2011)

Mini albums

Revolver (April 23, 2008)
Patriot (April 4, 2009)

Full albums

Theater (December 9, 2009)

On November 2010, a terrible accident happened while the band was driving on the street. The accident caused severe injuries to the member, but the big lost of their manager won’t ever be forgotten. Due to the accident, the manager has passed away. Since then, the band decided to take a hiatus and not informing when they would be coming back.

On February 2011, pleasant news came from them. They’re saying that everyone is doing fine and the five of them will be coming back though not sure when (^^).

Not long after the announcement, exciting news came that they will have a fan club member special live on March 17^th, 2011. The live then continued with another announcement of new single release, SINDRA, on June 1^st, 2011. SINDRA finally mark their coming back to the musical scene.

At the live on July 7^th, 2011, vistlip made announcement to release a live DVD on October and a new album on December. I can only cheers happily with the news. They have surely coming back!

My first encounter with this energetic and crazy band was when I surfing for new bands to listen. I crossed their video, “Strawberry Butterfly” and become really like it. Then I watch, “Ozone” and finally thought they’re worth it to listen. Their single, “Hameln” made me become fonder with the band.

Hameln was released on the same date with their 3^rd anniversary, and the video really suit the celebration. From the video and the music, I can feel a bright future for this band. The accident was really a shocked and along with the hiatus, the word of worry quickly came to me.

Thank God the shining light finally comes. Thank God! They are finally come back! Wasshoi!! ^O^ though they are looking different right now. They’re looking more mature and more quiet, even Tohya! I can’t believe that cheerful and always goofing around person can be so quiet! I guess the accident still left the mark for them. BUT! I hope they will become the usual them after SINDRA and the live. May the voice of the fans heal them and support them. Hope they know how the fans missed and longing them so damn bad. May they can walk to the light with head held high. We’re here for you guys! I’m here for you (:3).

I know vistlip is still a “young” band, both on history and also in the age of the member (^^). But, I believe their future will be shining brightly. They are on the right track. Their live was also amazing! So far I’ve only watched, “Gather to the Theater” and I could feel the excitement and energy that flowing during the live. They are so amazing and energetic! They’ve played fast and rock songs on and on without resting! SUGOI!!!

Too bad they’re lacking fan service between members (XD). Well, that’s understandable since Tomo’s pair is Tohya and he was way at the back. Tomo can’t “touch” Umi since Umi often ran away when Tomo starts his move (XD). Even so, I still can feel the “family” bond between them. Umi as the leader and also the big brother will take care of them. I believe he can.

I have one question that still hasn’t found an answer, how can Umi become the leader since Tomo, Yuh, and Rui are the first member? But I think the position is deservedly for Umi because he has this “big brother” aura. Maybe that’s also the reason the other choose him as their leader (:3).

Good luck on your way, vistlip. Let’s walk to the light together! ^3^

Happy Birthday Nii-san!! (part 2)

2011-07-21T15:52:00.000+07:00

I accidentaly found the site: animoto.com.

It's a site where we can make our own video trailer. It's a short one though, only 30 seconds. But, this only for free account. If you want more time then you have to pay money (obviously XD).
The 30 seconds also depend on the song we used. The faster the song, the faster the video will be.
I've tried it and I'll say it's quite satisfying!! (XD).

This is the video I've made. It still celebrating Umi-nii birthday! (XD)
Hope people enjoy it as I surely do!

Umi-nii~~~~~ XD

The question about age

2011-07-21T11:43:00.000+07:00

It's all started with my tweet on Umi-nii birthday:

"Actually I'm older by 18 days from him..."

And the question about my age rushed out (XD).

Seriously, I've stopped my age. I mean I don't know my own age when people asked me. I need to count it first. And also, I'm so lame with counting so it would take few minutes before the number came out (XD).

During college, I was being interviewed by one BIPA student. He asked my age and I answered, "23". He was surprised and so did I (XD). I realize it's not my age! My age was below it that time! He known what class of year I was, and it's no way I have the mention age (XDDD).

I remember thinking what so special with this "23". When I finally reached it, nothing special happen. But, a year later I realize what made me spell the number. I've stopped my age :) My age never increased. At least, I never increased it (XD). I kept being a 23 years old person since then. No matter years have past, the me then is the me at 23 (XD).

Yesterday when I arrived home, my sister welcomed me with hysterical.
Sister: "Oh My God! I've just counted your age and....you're so OLD! You're *censored*"
Me: "Hah?"
Sister: "I thought you're 26!"
Me: "I'm 23,"
Sister: "Next year you'll be *censored again*"
Me: "No, I stayed 23,"
Sister: "With that age you would have to pick which one,"
Me: "What one? Do you think it's like picking up clothing? Beside I've made my pick, just wait him to pick it up *smiling*"
Sister: *is keep talking by herself without listening to my words*

Sigh....I was also bit surprised to know my real age. I seriously don't feel having it. I'M STILL FEEL 23 (XD)

Just like I said, I've stopped my age :)

Happy Birthday Nii-san!!

2011-07-20T08:00:00.002+07:00

Happy birthday to my nii-san~~~~
That is... Umi from vistlip!! (XD)

Actually I'm older 18 days from him (^^). But, I feel he has the aura of a "brother". That's why he becomes my "nii-san" (XD)

Happy birthday Umi-nii! I'm truly wishing you the best!
May you can lead your brothers into the bright future. I believe you can!
May you will always be happy! And hoping to see you smiling more often :)

Happy Birthday Master!

2011-07-19T08:26:00.000+07:00

Happy birthday to the master, Kamijo-sama.
May you always live happily ever after with the roses blooming beautifully around you.

<3

"Nii-san" fingers

2011-07-18T15:44:00.000+07:00

I've change my profile picture on twitter. Gomen ne Yukkie-kun (:D)
And whose fingers is this??

Anggi-chan asked whether it's Yukkie-kun's fingers. But, nope~~~ sorry it isn't Yukkie-kun's.
It's my "nii-san" fingers (X3)

Day 2 of My cousin's wedding celebrations

2011-07-13T15:21:00.000+07:00

Day 2: July 10th, 2011.

Day two of my cousin's wedding celebrations was started with a ceremony using traditions from Batak's tribe. The name of the ceremony is "Makobar". It means the elder of the family will give their congratulations and advice for the newly couple's house life. Usually this ceremony took long time since the elder intent to speak without considering the time and no one dare to make them stop (that's why they are called "the elder"). While the ceremony took place, I was waiting outside with my 3rd brother and my nephews, and we went inside when lunch time come (XD).

After the ceremony, we have to wait until at least 4pm before we go to the final celebration, which is the wedding party at 7pm. While waiting, we all took a rest aka sleeping. I had a short but also a good nap (XP). Then trouble came when the clothing the family were supposed to wear was taken somewhere by my 1st and 3rd brother. They were going out when we're having rest and were very late to get back. The other family were already leaving for the party, while we're still waiting for the clothes. But, I wasn't since I brought my own cloth (^^). The tension was quite high at that time, but luckily it gets calmer when we arrived at the building.

I was amazed with the decorations of the room party. It was awesome! I wonder how much money my cousin spend for all of that. It made me think maybe it's nice to have such kind of party, but a big NO came across when I think about the money. There's no way I would spend my money for that! (XD).

The final ceremony was started with a dancing from Batak's traditions. The dancer picked up the newly couple at the front door and lead them to their chair at the stage. I was amazed with them. They look awesome! Then after the newly couple and the parents sat at their chairs on the stage, second ceremony was started. This time it's a dancing performance with Java traditions. I'm sorry but it was too slow!! I almost get a cramps on my arms when I recorded the performance.

The room was already fill with guest. And they are all waiting for one thing...eat. It's what upset me the most that night. Beside so many people around me, their behavior were also vicious! I can assumed they were coming to the party was for the food! >_< What happened that night surely remind me why I hate people.... I was so upset that I plug on my ears with earphones and turn on Versailles's songs out loud. It did made me feel better (^^).

We spend the night by lining for food. I don't ate much because I was already tired lining foods for my family. But luckily we did have some good times there (^^). We get home at 9pm. My uncle was looking tired and I was feeling sorry for him. I just want to drag him down from the stage and took him home. He's like a father assembled for me :)

We arrived home at 10pm and I didn't take a bath again. I just washed my face, change my clothes and drop dead to sleep. I was too tired! I was glad I have took day off the next day. I can get good rest :)

Well, not much pictures from this day event. Mostly I took videos. And I was also mostly spending it outside the house and lining for food, so I can't took many pictures.

And so...congratulations again cousin! May you live a happy life forever and ever!

Day 1 of My cousin's wedding celebrations

2011-07-13T14:25:00.000+07:00

On 8th and 10th of July, one of my cousin held his wedding celebrations. The ceremony was taken place on July 8th, while the party was on July 10th. Believe it or not, though I wasn't do anything much, but it was tiring event (XD).

July 8th, 2011: the wedding ceremony.
Me and the family arrived earlier at the mosque. We wait for a short time since my cousin's house isn't far from there (they are living in the same neighborhood). When my cousin arrived along with the bride, I take my role for the day...being a photographer (XD). Coincidentally, my outfit was in the same color with the hired photographer, so I guess people would think me as one of them and I can walk around freely (XD). I took pictures and was intending to tease my cousin. But he kept bent his head. I think he was deadly nervous, so I decide to let him go this time hehehe

The ceremony went well, and my cousin can said the oath without any trouble, great job!! I was recording the moment when he said the oath, and I was whispering, "Come on, you can do it,". When he finally done it, I clenched my hands and said, "Yes!". I was feeling nervous that he might have to repeat the oath. I don't understand why I was feeling nervous though (I wasn't the one who get married XD).

After the ceremony, it's time for pictures and greetings from the guest. They were all crying and I was saying, "Why are you crying?". I have to hold not to laugh that time (XD). After that, we go to the bride's house to have our meal. We have to wait quite long, since we can't eat before the newly couple done with the ceremony using Java traditions. Me and family were seriously hungry (we're not alone actually), and bought our selves breads and drinks while waiting. Never let a "black hole" family in hunger, NEVER!

While waiting, we had good moments as a family. It's been so long we haven't been together like that, all of us. Well, still minus with few people, but it's far much better to leave them behind though (^^). Don't need a trouble maker in such happy moment.

Then the 2nd ceremony was finally held. It started with a throwing "sirih" between the newly couple. It continued with my cousin's stepping on an egg and then his wife would clean up his feet. Then they entered the house and I don't catch up what happened inside (XD). My sister-in-law (who is a Javanese) said that they would attraction a roasted chicken which the event later gives instruction for their household life. At this point, I saw my uncle with his "costume" and how looking uncomfortable he was. I can truly understand his feeling, since he must be feeling awkward in that suit. He even asked me, "How I was looking? More handsome?" and I said, "Yes! Definitely!". I honestly think that he's handsome :)

After the meal, and after Friday's prayer, the ceremony has finished. We went to my cousin's house to prepare welcoming party for them (sigh..another ceremony). It's turn for Batak's ceremony. The newly couple sat in a special spot and facing the whole family. The spokesman made a short opening and then comes out this strange food like a "kolak". It's made from coconut, brown sugar, and salt. My brothers said it was delicious, but to me the taste was kinda strange (XP). The ceremony was short and the family were then busy talking for the Sunday's event. At that time, we are all going to eat again. Yeah, no stop eating when it came to a celebration within the Batak's tribe (XD).

After the ceremony, me and the family went home. But...on the way home, come out this crazy idea to go to Puncak. What the?? I was quite upset since I was tired and we already have enough of eating! Don't need another to fill my stomach! But, no...they keep insisted and I was forced to come along. Fortunately the way to Puncak was in highly jammed, so we turn back. But, it doesn't stop the wishing to have dinner. So we have dinner and I was really regret for eating...I was feeling nausea....

When we arrived home, I was quickly drop dead. I didn't take a shower and just change my cloth and went to bed. I was already thinking about Sunday. I believe it will be far more tiring than this 1st day.

Anyway...congratulations for the newly couple! May you live happily ever after :)

My tanabata wishes

2011-07-07T15:15:00.007+07:00

Today is Tanabata day
What I wish on Tanabata's day?
This is my wish:

^3^

My Day

2011-07-02T21:05:00.003+07:00

Today is my day aka my birthday. Happy birthday me! (^^)

Can't believe I'm in this age now (won't mention the number). Even so, since I've stop my age, I don't feel that I've grow up till the present age. There's a positive and negative about it. The positive is that I keep feeling young (^^). And the negative is that I don't grow adjusting to my real age.....that includes my feeling and sometimes also the way I think (:D).

Actually I've been restless since yesterday....but receiving birthday greetings and wishes from my friends, could make me calm a bit. Thank you so much for the people that have greet me happy birthday, and also for the lovely wishes. I'm also truly wishing the best for all of you ^3^

I've spend my day by cleaning my inner room. I don't remember when the last time the room get cleaned..all I know I see dust everywhere and it means cleaning for sure.

It took me half a day to do it. Lame. Well, I was also having nostalgic moment with the things inside the room, that what took me so long.

I was remembering the book I've read; the music I've been listening (and also made important decision for my music TOP list); and the ultimate was remembering my times being a Kimi's admirer, follower, fans, and last...lover. I laugh and giggles when I see and read my notes about him, that time I was so young for sure (XD). My notes were fill with love and imaginations about Kimi. It's funny, hilarious, and also unreasonable. But it didn't ashamed me, because those times what has made me now, a forever Kimi Raikkonen's lover.

I'm surely suggesting cleaning your room as one way to celebrate your birthday. It's fun and worth it! (XD). It makes me more understand about myself. And so I decide this is my turning point. This is my first step to continue and protect the road I've been walking. Ganbarimasu!! Wish me luck!!

p,s, It doesn't mean that I wasn't being grateful with all the birthday wishes that have come. But, I was waiting for the greeting from that one person....I guess it's just empty wishing from me (^^)

@Gelar Jepang UI (June 25th, 2011)

2011-06-28T09:58:00.001+07:00

I went again to this year Gelar Jepang UI (GJ – UI). This time I went there with my nephew, Zufar. I’ve also meet some friends there. And I can say, this year event was so exciting, happy, and fun! I’m glad I can make it to come this year.

This annually event was held by the scholars from UI Japanese Program. The event will have everything about Japan, such as music, anime, merchandise, clothing, toys, and of course food. This year, I spend more on food (XD).

the crowd

Zufar and I tried Ramen, Takoyaki, and Okonomiyaki. All were oishii!! First of all we ordered “Jigoku Ramen”, literally it means ramen from hell. And “hell” was represented by the hot from chilies!! It’s so spicy!!! I was worried Zufar would have stomach ache if he ate too much chili, but he said he was fine and ate it all by himself. He left some for me to try, and that’s also I’m the one who asked. If not, I bet he doesn’t remember that the ramen was for both of us (^^;).

Jigoku Ramen

Next food was Takoyaki. My number one and will always be my most favorite Japanese food. The queue was so long!!! But it was tanoshii oishii!! I bought one box and Zufar was thinking he would have one box for himself, but sorry kiddo the price was quite expensive if I get each for us (:D). The takoyaki was as delicious as I’ve expected but too bad the seller isn’t quite friendly. Gladly I wasn’t in the mood to get annoyed….

Takoyaki

Then it’s time for Okonomiyaki. They said it’s a Japanese Pizza. They use egg and vegetable like cabbage in it, and also squid or beef. I don’t know it the one at the event is the real okonomiyaki or is it the Indonesian version. I haven’t tried one before so I was quite anxious. And when I finally ate it….the taste was usual (:D), Zufar also feel the same. I don’t know if it’s because we already full with previous foods we’ve ate.

Okonomiyaki

We bought some things at the event, Zufar did. He bought a watch with design of Kakashi’s Sharingan eyes. He always wanted that kind of watch, the watch that was similar design with mine (^^;).

the watch

I bought him Naruto’s sleeping hat. It was cute! I think I should have bought one for me too (XP). I wanted to bought him an Akatsuki’s jacket, but he wants the long one that Tobi’s (character) wearing. Sorry again kiddo, the price is too high for my budget (:3).

nephew wearing Naruto's sleeping hat

I bought a Japanese calligraphy writing for my name. It was written on a piece of board. The seller is an active and quite funny old man. I regret I didn’t take picture with him….I was also looking for alarm watch and a hat. But I can’t find the one that satisfy me.

my name

Then we took pictures at the Sakura’s bridge. The sakuras were made from papers though; it’s not the real one. But it’s beautiful. We took pictures there with the help from Shenta-chan. And when I see the pictures, I really realize how I was looking so manly and…big (:D).

sakura hime (^^)

(^^)

I also want to take pictures at the Tanabata’s road. But it was too hot. I also want to tie up my paper wish there, but mostly was written in Japanese. I don’t know where I can ask people to write my wish in Japanese. What is my wish? I want to wish for Satsuki’s success with his new project (:D).

Tanabata road

After spending times at GJ, we went to Kansas to do Zuhur prayer and eat properly food at KanSas (Kantin Sastra). I also have a meeting with Mia and Fitri there. They want to give me gifts they’ve bought on each journey. Mia was back from her father’s hometown, Kupang and she brought me a hand craft of local traditional music instrument and also local coffee. While Fitri was back from her meeting at Padang and I get T-Shirt and also a coffee. I’m so lucky! I’m so happy! Thanks a lot guys! (<3). While Zufar and I waiting for both of them to come, we ate bakso! (XD). Zufar is definitely the little black hole! He hasn’t felt full with all the food we’ve ate! He also has made me broke (>_<). Then we spend some times before going home by taking pictures around the faculty. It was fun and hilarious!

Another lunch (^^;)

Omiyage aka gifts :3

Temple's miniature at my faculty

Yeah, this year event was exciting! I also get a copy of Janne Da Arc 2005 live dvd from Naito-kun. Though I haven’t watch it and also don’t know when I would watched it (:D). I felt tired when I get back, but the happiness has made me less feel it. Three words to describe the feeling for this event (and also the day): exciting, fun, and happy. My stressed have been lift up a bit, thanks for everything guys! And for sure thank you Allah for I can still have this kind of happiness (^^).

Strange dream of L'Arc~en~Ciel

2011-06-13T17:44:00.000+07:00

I've had a very strange and bizarre dream about the rainbow boys aka L'Arc~en~Ciel.

My dream started when I saw yukkie inside a car. I was thinking where he might be going (I didn't forget to be a fan girl with looking at him intensely).
Then suddenly, the set changed. I was being inside a car. Yukkie was on the left side, sleeping with his ears being plugged with earphones. I was sitting on the right and was pressing buttons at my cell phone. (then I know this is a dream because there's no way I can be that calm being close with yukkie).

The set change again... I'll skipped this one because it has less thing to do with the rainbow boys. (XD)

Then the final set... yukkie was in a corn field. The wind blows and there's a plane flying above him. Suddenly I was at some room with ken who was very angry about something. He's throwing away some boxes and shouting. Yukki's face look fed up and he walks to other side of the room. He sits near the window. Tet-chan was looking confused as if he doesn't know what to do. I made a move telling him to go calm ken down. He obeys me (XP). Only hyde left... he's sitting and looking afraid with what happen and he was.... crying. He cries because he's afraid, and I try to calm him down by...hugging him! (XDD) I hug him that I can feel his hair tickling my nose. From my place, I can see yukkie siting near the window.

I woke up and look at L'Arc~en~Ciel banner in front of me. I quickly get blushed! Especially because the scene of me and hyde. How the hell I can dream a scene like that? Now I get blushed when seeing hyde's picture. I even get blushed when hearing his voice! What a dream!!

Wanna know how I hug him in my dream? It's exactly like this picture!

(hyde position: me. gackt position: hyde)

Now I understand why I'm smiling like a crazy person 8D~~~~~

The Back Fetish

2011-06-12T20:51:00.001+07:00

I just find the name from Anggi-chan X3

And it's true! I have a back fetish! I never thought it's a some kind of fetish.

I like to see people's back and somehow I'd like to hug or jump over it :D

But, of course it's not anyone's back.....

Here's the back I'd love to hug and jump over ^^

I know it's impossible for me to jump over the backs. If I can, I would be the most lucky person in the world!

Sadly, they are far from my reach X3

But, in real life there's one back that sometimes I feel like to hug... It's the back of my ex-chief :D

Moon Stream new look

2011-06-10T14:07:00.001+07:00

The new look of Moon Stream makes me.....urgh.... I can't find what words to say....I just LOVING IT!! ^3^
Both Satsuki and Tomo are looking awesome! They are going to do their first debut at Kintoki con on this June 17th. I wish I can be there.... I really wish it TwT Once I see Satsuki's picture while he's giving autograph at one event, and I was wondering when I have the chance to meet him?

Anyway... this is the new look of Moon Stream!

Aren't they looking awesome?!! *O* I'm loving it!!
Also, Satsuki's pose somehow make me have nasty thinking XD
No~~ They are good friends. Nothing more!! (too bad...eh??)

Recently they also have post video comment for their event at Kintoki con. They were also taking some pictures... and at one shoot Satsuki was almost kiss Tomo! It made me almost scream out loud!!! Bad Satsuki! X3

Because of them, I was feeling happy lately. Both can be follow through twitter account. Satsuki's twitter is: @Satsuki_Rociel and Tomo's twitter is @TomoAsaha. I've tweet them several times, but they haven't replied me. Oh well... It doesn't matter. I'm way to happy to read their tweets and enjoy my time giggling when they started to tweet each other XD (hope they aren't sit next each other when doing that).

Tomo also has an official facebook page. It's one reason why I'm quite glad I made an account there. Tomo often interact with his fans there. We poked each other!! XD I tell you, he's the nicest musicians I've ever seen! He's so nice and so sweet! I can see how he cherish his fans. That's what made him a great musicians :)
Satsuki also has his facebook page, but I'm not truly sure it's the real him though some fans are. Well, official or not, it makes me happy to share the excitement there :)

June 17th is still next week. I can't wait to listen their work. They said they're making new songs. I'm eagerly to know what kind of work they will do. One thing I'm sure... It will be awesome!!

"Take me to the moon and never go back!"

Vistlip - SINDRA

2011-06-09T15:06:00.001+07:00

June's excitement is start by the release of SINDRA, new single from Vistlip. Finally after the accident, Vistlip has made their come back by releasing this new single on June 1st, 2011. Like always, the single has three types. But, I would only review about the songs and not the content of each types :3

The songs are:

1. Sindra

2. Chapter: ask

3. B. P. M. Direction

4. July VIIth [re:birth]

5. Sindra (inst.)

6. Chapter: ask (inst.)

First of all I'd like to say: "Okaerinasai~~~~~~". Finally Vistlip is back!! I've been waiting for ages! ^^ I was very excited when I heard the news and now I'm still excited listening to the songs. Each of it are great!

Sindra PV is also great. I take my words back when I said it's kinda usual, but after I watch the full version, it isn't usual at all. The video and the song are really suit to be their welcoming back song :) The beginning of the video, when their feet were walking, somehow it touched me. Somehow it's telling that they are making their way again together. And the song is very energetic! It's so them! (p.s. Umi is looking so fudging great!! X3)

Chapter: ask. It's kinda slow than Sindra. But it still feel rock! I still can sense the power from the instruments and Tomo's voice. It still feel rock. The music is great, the tone is great. I don't know what else I would say XP

B.P.M. Direction. Vistlip is back. This song confirms that. Again, I can feel the power from the instruments, the voice, and the roars XD Yeah, the roars are also back XD

July VIIth [re:birth]. It's the song that make me surprised. The new version is as good as the old one, though the new feels more gentle and catchy (but still rocking). I can't decide which one is better since I can use the songs for two different situations: the old one for rocking feeling and the new one for catch the catchy feeling XP

Sindra (inst.) & Chapter: ask (inst.). The instrumentals are taste the same as the songs. So, it's great! ^^

Feuh... over all, I'm very satisfied with Sindra. The songs is just like what I've expected from them. My favorite? ALL!! ^O^ Good job, guys! You've made it! Congratulations! So happy that you are back! And good luck for the lives! Ganbatte!!

Glamorous Sky (lyric)

2011-06-07T15:52:00.001+07:00

Glamorous Sky -English ver.-

HYDE

I could have seen the other side
Taking a step into the sky,
Ah, I’m always late

I could’ve done the same routine
Showing the old and golden scene
I’m lying again, to make them go
Wearing again my rocking shoes
Over the puddles made of tears
Flash back, I know you’re clever
I remember

I know we could cross over rainbows
I wish that we could aim the sun again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten glamorous days

Ah..

I could have done a lot for you
Nothing was left for me to do
Ah I’m always late, I let you g
You always said it’s rock ‘n roll
Life is battle, fight and grow
Flash back, I loved your flavour
I remember

I know we could shine like the starlight
I wish that we could aim the sky again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten glamorous days
Ah glamorous days..

I won’t be sleeping!

Sunday, monday, and another Tuesday
Wednesday, Thursday you’re still away
Friday, Saturday, i’ll be lonely everyday
And then crying high up to the moon
And I somehow hope to hear you cry

I know I could fight all the troubles
If only I could stay there on your side
I know I should dream on my own now
To chase the long forgotten glorious days

I know we could cross all the rainbows
I wish that we could aim the sun again
I know we could dream for tomorrow
To share the long forgotten glamorous days

Glamorous sky..

KiRai's Note:

Another awesome song from HYDE. I like this version than with Mikashima-san version :D The reason is simple, because it's HYDE. He is just simply awesome!

Happy Birthday Kohta-san!

2011-06-03T11:29:00.000+07:00

Today is the birthday of Angelo's bassist, Murata Kohta.
Happy birthday, Kohta-san! Wishing you the best for the future. Hoping for your next great works. Hoping and wishing you will always be happy and always get along with your brother, Kirito. (^^)

Happy birthday, Kohta-san!!

p.s. It's Kohta-san's birthday and I'm the one who get special present! Kirito-san has reply my tweet about Kohta-san's birthday! I tweet Kirito-san and asked him to send my birthday greetings for Kohta-san... and Kirito-san replied it! He said thanks and he will send my message to Kohta-san. Awesome!!! I'm freaking happy! It's the first time that scary looking man replied my tweet to him. I'm so happy~~~~ Thank you so much, Kirito-san!!

The back: Yukkie

2011-05-31T15:02:00.000+07:00

I don't know why... But each time I see the picture.. It made me feel like to jump over him from the back! XD

me: *jump over him from the back*
yukkie: "Heh?? " (both of us fall together crushing to the drums).
ken + tet + hyde: "Hoh, it's her. Hurry up with it, yukkie-kun" (XD)

p.s.: I don't understand why I'm being into this android more than to princess X3

June release list (update)

2011-05-27T22:28:00.003+07:00

This is the last week on May. Next week will be June, the exciting month in history! ^^
I've post the same topic here, and this is the updates. With it then every week on June is releasing day from my favorite artist (except for June 22nd, it's still available ^^).

And here's the June releases with one update,

1. Vistlip new single, Shindra on June 1st.

2. Acid Black Cherry new single, Shoujo no Inori III on June 8th.

Yes! This is the updates for June release. Finally Acid Black Cherry aka Yasu shall release his new single, Shoujo no Inori III on June 8th. The single was supposed to be release on March, but due the earthquake that happened in Japan, they've postponed it. And after been so long without further information, finally the single shall be release now. Yasu also will held his special free live concert for his fans. Through the concert, Yasu wants to thanks the fans for all the support. I wish I can be that lucky fans (TwT). But, I will still give my support to him from far :)

3. Versailles 2nd album, Holy Grail on June 15th.

4. Satsuki new single, Innocent on June 27th.

5 L'Arc~en~Ciel new single, Good Luck My Way on June 29th.

What a month! And it will be start soon, next week! I can't wait! It's so exciting! Wasshoi!! ^O^
Also, I've purchase some from the list :3
The waiting shall begin now~~~

One day at Charlotte

2011-05-24T14:53:00.004+07:00

Finally... Kimi has complished his first try of NASCAR on May 20th, 2011. And the result he's finishing in 15th place!! It's a really awesome result for him! He has never done the race before, only 2 free practices. And of course that can't be compared with the real race. But, he get praises even only with the free practices result. The team saying that they were amazed and that Kimi has done great job. They don't need to do too much tests, because Kimi has fulfiil their expectations.

Kimi is always amazed people everywhere he goes! :)

I get all the updates, result, and pictures of Kimi's NASCAR race from the fans community on Facebook and the KRS family. They are so fudging great!! I'm so happy that Kimi is love by so many people! I'm glad I have many eyes to watch over him :)

From the fans also I get some great articles about him. And most are saying about his greatness, attitudes, and the excitement seeing the iceman on oval track. Few people were questioning his cold and silent behaviour, and might think it's a strange thing to have. Will he hold on with that kind of attitude? But for a Kimi's lover like me, that's just the reason why I love him. Kimi is kimi. He will forever like that :)

And about the race, Kimi was being praised for not spun when other drivers with more experiences were doing it ^^ He touched the wall but gladly still can running. And he's also a bit confused with the restart system. But, overall he's doing fine, he's doing okay, he's doing great. HE'S DOING AWESOME!!!

Did I've tell you that I love this guy? ^^

I LOVE THIS GUY!!

Just like people said, give him anything and he still can goes fast. Just like Kovalainen said, give him a tractor and he will still goes fast. He is the God of speed!

And Kimi would continue his NASCAR adventure this weekend. He will race another series, which I don't understand what series XD Anyway, whatever he does, where ever he goes, I would always keep my support for him :)

"Sometimes he can do acts beyond my imagination, but mostly he act beyond my expectation". It's my personal quote for him, and he is always like that :)

I love this man so much. I really really do!

Congratulation for the result, Kimi! You are truly the best! The greatest one!

"What is love?"

2011-05-23T12:02:00.000+07:00

Can anyone tell me what love is?
Why people say the word but betray it later on?
Is it that easy to say it?

What might happen or maybe has happen (and I don't realize it) make me become more and more can't trust with so called "relationship between human".
How I can trust it when I would just get hurt in the end?
Maybe it would succeed with other people, but now I believe it won't work with me.

I'm not intent to sound cocky, but if I say the words it means exactly the same with it. I say it not only by lips but also with my heart. I won't say it just to banned it. I'd better not to say it from the first place.

Also, I don't said it just to be nice, or to reply someone kindness. If I do so, I know I would just hurt the person I've said the words. I know this because I've experience the same thing. I received the words and found out later that's only to reply what I've done, that the person was just being nice to me.

You know what I feel that time? I was angry! Then came sad, disappointment, and betrayal. I was feeling betray. It sucks and I get really upset and annoyed for several times.....
And now I'm feeling the same thing again, though this time more to disappointed. I thought I would feel okay, since it's not the first time... But I was wrong, it still feel hurt. It surely still feel hurt.

So, what is love?

For me, love is a feeling that come from the heart and I would also give it from my heart. It's a special and precious feeling. It's not a toy or something to make fun with. Also the word isn't something as simple as coming out from the lips. The meaning is as deep as the place where it comes from.

And what is love for you? *yeah, I'm pointing at you*

BGM: "What is love?" from L'Arc~en~Ciel.