Tuesday, December 20, 2016

I can fool my age, but not with my body,

I can't drink coffee.

If I insisted to drink it, later on my stomach would be growling; I would feel restless, couldn't take deep breathe. and couldn't sleep at night.

At first, I only had the problem when I drink black coffee. Slowly, it also happened with coffee milk and white coffee. Even though the last one branded itself as "safe for stomach", but not with mine...
Since then I avoided coffee as my drink. When meeting a friend or colleague in a coffee shop, I would order Matcha or chocolate. It might be weird going to a coffee shop but not ordering coffee. But, it's safer for me. I don't want to spend a day feeling restless and couldn't breathe properly.

Do I have a heart problem?

Thursday, December 15, 2016


Among my Senior High gang's friends, I'm the only single one left.
My other seven friends have got married and had children.
Thus, it's quite difficult for us to get together for some reasons.

need permission from husband
no one to take care the kids
couldn't stay long because husband and kids are calling

I do understand those reasons. That's why I never get angry whenever we had to cancelled our meet and greet for the reasons, and even though it had been planned a month before.
I always said to them, "Pick the date and time, I can always go since I'm still a single fighter."

This weekend, one of my friend would held her 7th month pregnancy celebration. It's one traditions in Indonesia. I've informed the date to my other friends. Some said they could come. I said we can all meet at our friend's house, where the event would be held. I said that since I was used to come all by myself, no need to wait husband or kids to be ready. Then a friend said we should just arranged an appointment and go together.

"Why do you have to come all by yourself?"

Tuesday, December 06, 2016


While I was working, sometimes I need to create a song playlist to accompanied me, to bring me the mood, to feel the feeling within the story I was editing.

For the current editing, these are the playlist I've listened almost every day.
  1. Goodbye - Lim Do Hyuk
  2. I wish you were here. - Trustrick
  3. I get to love you - Ruelle
  4. Shallow Sleep (English Ensemble) - HYDE
  5. Vampire's Love (English version) - VAMPS
  6. 3-gatsu 14-nichi (Tokei) - Yamada Ryosuke & Okamoto Keito (Hey! Say! JUMP)
  7. My Girl - Yamada Ryosuke & Arioka Daiki (Hey! Say! JUMP)
  8. Don't Be Afraid - L'Arc~en~Ciel
  9. Hey Ho - Sekai no Owari
  10. Mr. Heartache - Sekai no Owari
  11. Tonight - Lee Joon Gi
  12. For A While - Lee Joon Gi
  13. Be With You - AKMU
  14. Heartache - One Ok Rock
While movies/series I've watched to bring the mood:
  1. Garo: Makai no Hana
  2. Garo
  3. Garo Makai Senki
  4. Library Wars
  5. Library Wars: Book of Memories
  6. Library Wars: The Last Mission
Anyone can guess what genre I was editing? ^^