Thursday, May 30, 2013

Lousy Stomach

This post will be kinda gross...

Stomach ache or digestive problems has always been my regularly illness. Either I had constipation or diarrhea.

I always had my daily "morning routine". But for the last couple of days, I couldn't do it. I took medicine after 2 days. It worked for a while before I get constipation again.
So I took another medicine. This time it's my ultimate medicine when I had constipation. But, for the first time, I didn't get it out in the morning.

"Fudge," I said.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

I know I shouldn't be doing this.
I have WORKS to be done.
But my eyes feel heavy and "thick". I really don't know how to describe it.
Well if I can I would like to put off my eyes, put ii in a bowl, pour water, and let it refreshed~

I'm like this because I'm doing two different things on the same time for the whole time.
Correction. Not two, but...et cetera....
Simple kind of things that actually took times to do it.

It's deadline period.
And next week I will be attending 2 days of training. That mean off work.
Had a wedding invitation too.
Haven't made the fan project (which the deadline is this week).
Must look for freelance work.
Haven't watched the anime I've downloaded.

Busy...busy...busy...

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

How are people doing?

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Crazy about Kimi

On Sunday, I found the advertisement on local newspaper:



And on Monday's evening, I found the product:


I wish I can also found the man... :) 

Monday, May 20, 2013

anakkita's April 2013 book

It's very late to made the post. Hectic at work :D
Anyway, here they are~

anakkita's April 2013 book!


"125 Cerita & Fakta Islam yang Unik & Menakjubkan"



"Dasar-dasar Berhitung untuk TK"

I apologize I couldn't include the descriptions for each book. I don't have the time at the moment (:D). 
But, the complete information can be found on the website

Enjoy~~ and...thanks! 

Saturday, May 11, 2013

[lyric] Love Song - Luna Sea (just English Translation)

I'm not alone, still lost...I can't believe it
Until I knew you,
I couldn't even see my own self
Walking alone without seeing
the dazzling light all around me
Touching everything was so very frightening

I miss you I can still remember
I love you Your eyes

Until I met you, I somehow believed
That life was nothing but blood and fighting
Even though we hurt each other,
I loved you so much during our journey
I still want to hold on to a dream
that will never end

I miss you Someday
That wound
I love you Will heal

So, I love you
Love Song Together
I'll never let you go

I want to believe that I'm not alone
even though we're far apart
And when I miss you,
I'll hold this song close...

I miss you Someday
We'll have
I love you That dream again

So, I want to tell you
Love Song Together
I wanted to be with you
I love you
Love Song Together
I'll never forget you or this love

Love Together

(from Luna Sea Complete Best booklet)
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Alive

I forget how it was started.
Had a short chat with nephew during our brunch.

Me: "Then are you tired of living?" 
Nephew: "Yes," 

What's going on here?

I might have passed something.
Something I didn't knew that has made nephew depressed and tired with his life.
And he's just 15 years old.
What could made him tired?

School? Girls? Growing up without a father? Annoying aunt? (aka me).

Well the school these days were truly hard. The students carried heavy burdens.
It's so mush different with my times when school was just a place to spend the morning time. (XD)

Nephew had a crush at school. But their relationship has just gone as far as sending short messages. *pats nephew*

The situation wasn't quite the same, but I also grew up without a father. And I could manage it quite well. Nephew's condition was far more better than mine. His daddy's friends were willing to help out. While my mother was left alone...

And even though I was quite annoying, love to teased nephew, and sometimes rude, but I do care for him. He just doesn't have to know it.

Friday, May 10, 2013

Mukimpo-kun is back!!

Yesterday was a public holiday in Indonesia.
I went out with my two friends: Mia and Fitri.
Our main purpose was to try various kinds of food~~

Our first stop was, "Sop Buntut" at Air Mancur, Warung Jambu, Bogor.
Since I wasn't a good food tester so I score the food as "nothing special" (XD)
The service was quick though. We didn't have to wait long for our order to arrived.
But the price was expensive...my bill was Rp. 41.000 for one portion of "Sop Buntut", a plate of rice, sweet iced tea, and "emping".

(Fitri got 2000 rupiahs for her sower iced tea. So the sugar on my order was cost 2000 rupiahs...)

From Warung Jambu, we walked to our second stop, "es sekoteng" at Sawojajar Street.
Since the place was crowded, we decide to wait inside nearby mall.
And there I found... MUKIMPO-KUN!!!!
It's a miracle! I felt as if I really have him back... (XP)

Tuesday, May 07, 2013

"As if in a dream"

May 2nd, 2012.
A year ago.
One of my lifetime dreams have become true.

GOING TO MY FIRST EVER L'ARC~EN~CIEL'S LIVE CONCERT.

To be honest, I couldn't recall the correct order of the event.
I have lost my memories of the day
But, my heart has kept the record of the feeling.
It beats faster every time I tried to remember, and a wide smile would then came to my face.

I couldn't make a post about that super awesome day.
I might be crying hard, just like when the live was over.

Me crying?

Hontouni???

Monday, May 06, 2013

Sayounara, my friend.

Today, exactly at 03.15 in the morning.
A friend has passed away.
She has been fighting against breast cancer for about 3 years.
She left behind a husband and two cute children, a boy and a girl.

The last time I met her was about a month ago.
She had taken a long rest from office.
She has been a strong person.
She was still smiling and looked calm when talking about the disease.
But that day...she finally cried.

I know it's a tough fight.
Her cancer has reached stadium 4.
I can't imagine living with the pain and also the fear...
She has fought well.

Sayounara, my friend.
Rest in peace.
Your battle is over. Now rest well.
May Allah SWT give you the best place in Heaven. Amin.

Friday, May 03, 2013

"May I?"

Friend: "I'm bored going home with bus...I'm bored of eating, bored of working..."

Me: "You aren't bored of living, right?"

Friend: (still for a moment) "Yes,"

Me: (laughing but for the truth I wanted to say, "Then die.")

May I said it?