Tuesday, April 24, 2012


#whereismypodium is the hash tag that the Lotus Team used on twitter for last weekend race in Bahrain.
Thank God the hash tag gets good answer.

Kimi finished in 2nd place.
He won his first podium of the season.
He won after starting the race from P11th.
He gets to the podium on the 4th round of the race.

Do I still need to explain how awesome he is?

I've followed Kimi's progress on the race by twitter.
There are times when I wanted to close the tab.
I was afraid that I might become a jinx for him.
He's doing so well and I don't want to ruin his effort (:D).
Thank God, it didn't happen.
Kimi safe and sound finished in 2nd place.
Hurray!! Congratulation!! ^O^

I'm so proud of him.
I always know he will make it sooner or later.
I always believe he can.
He always doing good when he's under pressure or underestimated by people.
He will show the prove on the track, and not on words.

Before the race, I wrote to Satomi-chan that I might be crying if Kimi won a podium. I will be crying because it's his first podium of the season. I will also be crying because I can't watched him doing it. I can't watched him on the podium, at the highest place where he truly belong. But, last night it didn't happen. I widely smiling and only get my eyes teary. It's happiness tears.

Thank you for the happiness, Kimi.
Thank you for your hard work.
Thank you for never giving up.
Thank you for always being you.
Thank you for being you that I truly and deeply love.

Congratulation!! ^O^

Friday, April 20, 2012


This weekend, Kimi will be racing in Bahrain. It's already the 4th round.
For the first second round, he has shown a great result. Too bad he didn't get the same result for the third round.

On the 1st round in Melbourne, Kimi started the race from 17th. There's a miss understanding between him and the team about the qualifying time limit. Kimi thought that he still has enough time, so he doesn't pushed the car too much. On the race, Kimi shown his magnificent again. Started the race from 17th, he finished it in 7th place. On his first come back to F1, Kimi has amazed everyone again, just like what he has done at his very early beginning of the race.Very proud of him!!

On the 2nd round in Malaysia, Kimi had to changed his gearbox that cost him five places penalty. Kimi manage to get 5th, but because of the penalty he had to go down to 10th. Kimi never disappoint me. I know he will always do his best, and he has! He finished in 5th! Awesome!!

On the 3rd round in China, Kimi made another surprised. He started the race from 4th! He's getting better every single race. I've been thinking a possibility of a podium. He can do it! I know he can! But, sadly it didn't happen. Kimi finished in 14th. I don't know what has happen since I didn't watched the race. The information I get was it's a failure in strategy. I can't say anything about it....

And now...Kimi will be going for the 4th round in Bahrain. And what worry me the most is the current political situation in Bahrain. Hope everything will be fine there, no riots. And also hope Kimi will be doing fine.

I guess not able to watched the race has give me positive result. I'm always become a jinx for him. Look what happen when I didn't watched the race? Kimi can be successful!! XD
Plus, not watching the race make me less stressed. I get the race result from twitter or the group on Facebook. It made me less stressed and more mature in seeing things about him. I manage to love him in a mature way :)

I'm more than confidence that Kimi will make it. He will make it to be back up there, to the highest place. The place where he truly belong. I believe he will make it. It's just the matter of time. I won't ever doubt him or feel disappointed with him. I know Kimi always and always do his best. He never disappoint me, not even once. He often make me surprised with his actions, but mostly he always make me amazed :) I love him truly. I love him deeply.

And I've been asking the way to become stronger like him. I think I've found one of the answer today. He's strong because he never has grudge to other people. No matter he was hurt by them or feeling upset, he never keep it long. He never care what people said about him. He only care what he's going to do and achieve. People would get silence by it's own.

Another good result I've get from him. Such a great person indeed :)

p.s. I get the pictures from here. It's my number one resource for Kimi's news and pictures :)

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Natural (manga)

Natural is a 11 volumes of manga writen by Maki Narita. In Indonesia the manga has been published by Elex Media Komputindo. It's an old title, published in Japan between 1997 - 2001. It got published in Indonesia on 2007 and I've just collect it now (2012).

Anyway, Natural tells about Sannoumaru (or Miguel or Mike) who came from Peru to Japan when he was 8th years old. He was adopted by a Japanese professor (I think?) to live with his family in Japan. Then Sannoumaru met his adopt sister, Ayako (or Riko).

Half of the volumes tell about Sannoumaru's life as a student in Japanese formal high school. There he met the scary and narcissistic Doumoto who asked him to join the basketball team. Thanks to Ayako's effect, Sannoumaru really can play basketball very well, but something hold him to join the team. Doumoto finally knows it and promise to "hold" Sannoumaru's anger when he gets snapped in a match.

Beside basketball, Sannoumaru also join Kyoudo (Japanese archery). He has a rival there, Saimon (Simon) who not only good at Kyoudo but also love to teased Sannoumaru. Sannoumaru seemed to have a peaceful life, having good and supportive friends around, love by his family, and doing new things. But, things get changed after Saimon got a vision of Sannoumaru's death. Along with the vision, show up strange person looking for Sannoumaru. Sannoumaru knows the person, Fabian, who he has shot a long time ago in Peru.

The story interest me the most, the relationship between boys (^^). I also like Maki Narita's drawing style for this manga. Now I'm collecting another of Maki-sensei's work, "More Flower than A Flower". It tells about Noh and I truly get dizzy after reading it XD

There's a conversations between Sannoumaru, JR, Doumoto, and Oosawa.
Sannoumaru asked why JR can easily said the word "like" when he only know half side about Sannoumaru. And if JR knows the whole truth, will he still have the same feeling? Both JR and Doumoto answered, "Yes,". Sannoumaru can't understand it though in the end he believe Doumoto will still like and accepted Sannoumaru the way he is. Just like JR said, "Thats' the way it is".

For me, the conversations brought an old and sad memory that I will always remember and keep deep inside of me.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Creating Destiny (manhwa)

Creating destiny is a 2 volumes manhwa by Choi Soo-Jeong and Hyun Go-Woon. In Indonesia the manhwa is being publish by Elex Media Komputindo.

The manhwa tells about Sang Eun who has a relationship with a foreign guy and wants to marry him. Her father disapprove the intention and send Sang Eun back to Korea instead. Sang Eun was told to meet this granny who lived beside their house. Actually her father and the granny has set up to engage Sang Eun with Yeo Jun (granny's grand son). Not really knowing about it, Sang Eun returns to Korea and face the forced engagement with Yeo Jun who indicate himself as a gay.

The gags happen when Sang Eun and Yeo Jun work together to end the engagement. Sang Eun had to coupe with Yeojun selfishness, cold, and often rude act. Typical love story isn't it? (^^). .

Along with the times they've spent together, both are getting close. Soon they realize that they have fall for each other. Sang Eun broke her relationship with her foreign fiancee. While Yeo Jun coldly reject his ex-girlfriend who had cheated on him. The once forced relationship then become the relationship they've  wanted.

The main reason for me to bought this was because I've been writing story with the same theme, "forced engagement". So this is like a reference for me (^^). But my story is absolutely different from this manhwa. Especially, I'm lacking in comedy (:D).

What's make me strange is how easy for Sang Eun to break up her foreign boyfriend. While at the beginning she's so proudly and insisted telling everyone that she really loves him. The situation then is the same with Yeo Jun who suffered by his girl cheating. The difference is Sang Eun did honestly said that she doesn't love her fiancee. I said it again...typical love story (^^v).