Finally I know the reason
Why I was looking calm?
Why I seem doesn't too much bother?
Why I seem to be giving up?
It's because he's the one who'd make the decision.
I can't scold him.
I can't be angry to him.
I can't feel upset.
I can only feel sad without no further action.
It's because he'd decide it.
That's why I can't do anything.
I can't deliver this feeling to anyone else.
He's the one who'd choose.
And he's the reason I can't ever denied.