What if he really hangs out his gloves?
I haven't thought about it now since it's only a rumor.
One year ago, with the same kind of news, I've been like a crazy person who gets panic without a cause.
I get annoyed.
Why do I look calm now?
Why do I seem doesn't care?
Have I give up?
The answer is NO.
I'm not calm.
I do care.
I haven't give up.
It's just...I'm confused to face the reality that might be coming soon.
If he really retired...I don't know what would I become.
Again, I don't think it would end so soon.
I thought he would stay a bit longer, write few chapters more.
I know it's only a rumor...and I really hope it stays that way.
I don't know what to do...if only I can be at his side, I won't be like this now.
If only this hope and wishes could become true.
If only I can have him.
If only...that's all I can say.
I don't want this chapter to end...I want the story keep continues...