Thursday, November 25, 2010

Boku wa baka :D

Recently I just had my index finger stuck to a door of a car :D 

So, when I was going out from a car's friend, I realize that "something" was stuck to the door. When I finally notice, that "something" was my index finger! I haven't finish with the surprised, when the car slowly move. I quickly open the door so it would make the car stopped. Luckily it did. If not, I don't know what would happen to my index finger....

I thought it wasn't that bad. I have experience the same thing during Senior High, so I thought it would be the same this time. But, I was wrong...the finger get swollen and bleeding. It's also stung. I was grimace all the way home...

When I reach home, I told everyone about it. And I've expected their reactions. My sister said I was clumsy and my 3rd brother just said one word, "stupid". Yeah, I know I won't have any caring attention at this age :D 
I can't sleep all night long since the swollen keep bleeding and I can feel when it does. I keep waking up to wipe the blood. 

For the time being, I can't eat well, I can't bath quickly, I can't wear clothes recklessy, I can't write, and I can't type and clicking the mouse with it! 

Even so, actually I quite enjoy the feel of pain :D Well, I already know that I kinda a little masochist :D 
A friend said that my face was looking happy when I told the story XP

And people keep saying, "You're using nail polish?" .....

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Happy and Sad

I'm still feeling surprised. 

This Sunday, My childhood's crush will be getting marry. I know it isn't right to feel what I'm feeling since yesterday. I was feeling sad and annoyed. 

Well, I know that between us won't ever be any special relationship. But, I like him. I really do. It's hard to saw him with his girlfriends. But, I can hold on that time. Now, I must see him standing happily beside someone he will spend the rest of his life time. Sorry, but I can't stand that. 

I'll be wishing him happiness, but please forgive me. I can't come and see him there. I just can't. I know I will get annoyed if I go. I don't want to become hating him instead. 

Congratulation for your marriage. I'm truly wishing you happiness. Now you won't ever know my feeling for you. But, I still like you and you will always have special place in my heart. You will always have it. 


Monday, November 08, 2010


I've been thinking to make an "escort" bussiness. 

It's a bussiness where I would accompany someone for at least one day. But, it's not an escort in negative way. My "work" would only be as far as friend does. If the guest need someone to talk, I would be the pairing partner. If the guest need to be listen, I'll become a good listener. If the guest need to be accompany to an event, I will be the partner. If the guest just need someone around and don't do anything, I'll be as quiet as a rock XP 

That's my description of "escort" work. In Japan there are known as "host" who company guest drink and talking. Same kind like geisha too, but I only will stick with friend's doing. My cost is cheep, just pay the bill for me and add with extra cash for the time I give.

So, anyone interested to hire me? :D 

Friday, November 05, 2010

Acid Android: 13 Day Dream

acid android

Track list:

  1. Guide into daydream
  2. Violent Parade
  3. Gamble
  4. Clockwork Dance
  5. Useless Action
  6. l.w.o.m.f.p.p. Just an android
  7. Violator
  8. Balancing Doll
  9. Defunct
  10. Swallow Tail
  11. A Moon Tonight
  12. A Lull in the wind
  13. Lullaby

Just like with Re:Creation 2 from ABC, I’ve taken back my words about this new album from Acid Android. From my personal opinion, among L’Arc~en~Ciel’s member, Yukkie aka android-kun is the most not suitable one to become a vocalist XP Me and Anggi-chan share the same feeling about this hehehe We think android-kun is better with drums than with a microphone XP

But, I do cherish android-kun hard work. And for this album, I raise my thumbs for them! It’s a great one! I know I haven’t listen to their old works, but present is far more important than the past, right? I’m quite surprised android-kun can make slow, gentle, and beautiful tone. Well, most of the songs are really resemble his music, techno. But in some songs, android-kun has shown his other side, his gentleness, like in “A Moon Tonight”, “A Lull in the wind”, and “Lullaby”. I think it’s not his other side, but the truly him. I always feel that when android-kun puts down his drum sticks, he becomes a soft and gentle person. One of my favorite in this album is “Violent Parade”. Each time I listen to it, I always do the head shake android-kun use to do hehehe It’s the song that better to listen than to watched the video XD

My conclusion: good job android-kun! Really good job indeed!