Wednesday, February 14, 2018

"Hingga Napas Ini Habis" : A Fiction.

Sejujurnya, aku tidak suka berjalan denganmu.
Karena aku selalu tertinggal selangkah di belakangmu.
Meskipun kita bergenggaman tangan, tetap saja satu langkahmu sama dengan dua langkahku.

Aku tidak mau mengejarmu.
Aku ingin berjalan di sisimu.
Melihat apa yang kau lihat.
Menangkap ekspresi jujurmu.
Aku tidak mau memberimu kesempatan menyembunyikan diri di balik senyum dan kalimat,
"Tidak ada apa-apa, kok."

Aku ingin tahu apa yang kau pikirkan.
Aku ingin tahu apa yang kau rasakan.
Aku juga ingin merasakan setiap lukamu, karena kau selalu saja memberiku bahagiamu.

Genggaman tangan ini terasa rapuh.
Seolah-olah dalam sekejap kau akan hilang,
ditelan kegelapan yang kau benci itu.

Aku tidak pernah mau kehilanganmu.

Monday, February 12, 2018

[Personal Review] vistlip: Guns of Liberty DVD

vistlip has released their 10th anniversary live DVD: Guns of Liberty. Manage to get a copy, this is my second vistlip’s DVD collection after “Revelation Space”.
To be honest, I wasn’t planning to purchase a copy, because I’m not a visual person. I enjoy listening to CDs than watching DVD. But, the trailer made me changed my mind. The trailer shows so much of umi!! You can see from screen captures from my phone below.




Gyaaaaaa!!! umi smiles!!!! He freaking smile!! I got to get the DVD!!!!

Friday, February 09, 2018

また明日 : A Fiction.

"Then, I'll hang up now. Bye."

No. 
I won't say the words. 
Because I know you won't reply it.

"See you tomorrow."

I understand it's not your way of doing.
I understand it doesn't mean you don't care.
Still, I kinda hope you would say the words.

"Okay, see you tomorrow. Sweet dreams."

...?

!!!!!  

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This mini fiction popped out as I was working while listening to "また明日 (Mata Ashita)" a song from Tomohisa Sako.
It's really a fun and gentle song. The lyrics were beautiful and comforting. The feeling you convey when you wanted to see your loved one tomorrow.

See you tomorrow. また明日, sampai jumpa besok, a simple words yet have a deep meaning, don't you think so?